Ok I new to this sub and I need to vent so hopefully this is the correct flair and apologies in advance if i ramble. I started birth control about a year ago ago and my boobs got bigger, no surprise there. I just stopped birth control because I want to try for a baby next year hopefully and I am hoping my boobs get smaller in the meantime. Also have been in the process of losing weight without GLPs. It's been hard yall.
Anyway, I just measured myself again using a bra that fits calculator and I'm now a 38G. I feel like crying because I can't imagine how big my chest will get if I do end up getting pregnant. I want a breast reduction in the future. I'd get it now of I could, but I am scared that I may not be able to breast feed.
I think it's a combination of my hormones stabilizing/ body dysmorphia making me feel depressed, but I don't have anyone to talk about it at this time. Thank you for reading.
I am 5'2 175lbs.