Hii Im trans but I didnt come out yet only my best friend and sister knows my girly side and I just got a girlfriend we are together like 2 monts and I love her so much but I dont know how to tell her or should I ever tell her, can I forget this whole thing and live my life as a “normal” guy? I really dont know what to do I didnt had time since april to go out as a girl but yesterday I went out to my lovely hairdresser and it felt so good to present myself feminine again felt so beautiful but I dont know I can imagine my life as a girl in my family relationship and then with my children at work etc… If I was alome in this whole world I for sure get all of the surgeries hormones and everything but Im afraid If I make that step my life gonna collapse🥺❤️

Bit over a year on E and a good 11 sessions on facial laser and I feel SO much better about looking in the mirror 🥹

I know I got some not on my nails, I'm still trying to get the hang of painting my nails.

I so love this blue body suit!!!!!

Yes I know car related pun how dumb.

Anyway long story so strap in, last year I got sick like real sick I won't bore you with all the details but I started fainting then basically had 0% battery for 8 months.

I finally started getting better then boom redundancy... That was 6 months ago...

During the last 6 months I've had nothing but family issues in our immediate family that we've either had to step in and support or just be there through illness.

Anyway this is my long winded way of saying things are looking up!

I've got a freelance job in the evenings, I'm enjoying making all kinds of gaming and silly content!

And I'm t minus 2 weeks away from returning to streaming (yes I have like 2 viewers but I love it)

So yeah I'm actually feeling good lately and wanted to share 🤣🙈♥️

FTM, pre hormones, came out 3 months ago :)

Aunque he ganado peso por TRH, me encanto el makeup, no importa, estuvo regular la peli!!!

46, trans-feminine.

Found a new black dress and liked what I looked like in it.

Haven’t socially transitioned yet but feeling stronger need lately. I don’t dress in feminine clothing yet.

Sensing I may be being gendered as female is making me feel like I might be able to live a quiet life as a woman in the future. I have this feeling at the back of head that I might passing as cis female, which is surprising and euphoric. I know my voice doesn’t; at least I don’t know which part of gendering is stronger: appearance or voice. Appears to be giving me more confidence and less anxiety.

Having an interesting change of mindset lately as well. When I’m outside around strangers and people (like when shopping) I just feel I am a woman (like a second nature feeling). And I want people to know that as well, which is something I haven’t felt many times in my life before. I understand my life is really a passive feeling such blending into the world and existing as a man in it. I give people what they expect of what they see before them: a man.

When I’m with people I know (like family and work colleagues) this feeling doesn’t or hasn’t existed yet.

When I’m with my partner now I also feel a strong sense of being female around her because I am completely out to her. I still feel shock and a jolt of fear and denial if she calls me a girl or woman but this is something I want to explore in therapy.

When I’m around people I know, I am and become the person they know- male. Interesting using the word ‘become’ because it is literally like you naturally be someone for someone else. It’s strange but also very powerful and positive starting to feel something different in other situations

my mom puts heart emoji on the selfies i text her now and has called me pretty TWICE and she’s a 76 year old ultra right wing Mormon woman who watches Fox News and NEWSMAX 24/7!!!