I’m wondering if this is a specific offering/spell of some kind that anyone has seen before? Those are cinnamon sticks. Smelled divine.

This is possibly going to be kind of long and ranting. I’ll try to shorten it as much as possible.

I’m turning 30 soon. Since my teens and into all my 20s, life has mostly yo-yo’d between unsatisfying and completely broken or miserable. I have seemingly unresolvable issues with cognitive decline, an issue that feels like chronic fatigue but can’t get any help on, have had anxiety and depression that don’t respond sufficiently to anything psychs have tried in a decade-plus, leftover damage from past medical treatments in addition, serious amounts of isolation, paranormal/supernatural experiences I know weren’t hallucinations (not of a pleasant variety) and other issues I’d just rather not get into.

I am still trying really hard, including trying to change careers and get into a doctoral degree program to more directly combat suffering, but most days are a struggle and I doubt I’ll make it. Sometimes it feels I’m reaching the end of what I’m willing to live through anymore. My only real satisfaction with my life is that my current career does at least something to reduce suffering. Yes, I have sought a tiring amount of professional and medical help, among other things.

I’ve had experiences with weird bits of reality that tell me there’s a lot we don’t understand. Probably more than we could fathom. But it seems like it’s completely elusive and, quite frankly, fuller of shit than a sewer.

I’m looking for something easy, maybe hidden/secret, anything to give me what looks like real authority over my life and reality. After everything, I really don’t want to read thousands of pages of occult books and waste energy on methods that amount to a cosmic fart in the wind. I don’t have the bandwidth, it’s not even an entitlement thing. If life is going to work out, I need an unfair advantage atp. I feel ridiculous asking, but does this REALLY exist in the way we’d truly hope for? Looking to do stuff like fix my brain and body, get more control over my external reality, etc.

Thanks for your time

I'm trying to find a deity to worship for trans related things but finding it hard to pick a deity

I'll just use Aphrodite for example. Haven't worshipped her or anything yet. Again she's just a example

Hard to resonate with a deity that is all pink and white and copper, with swans and doves, etc. When you are the complete opposite and never actually seen any swans or dolphins irl.

I get that worshipping a deity is more than just looks and such but hard to choose a deity if you don't resonate with them on a base level

Someone sent me a demon over discord and a bunch of weird shit happened:

Objects physically manifested. I started drinking tea from a mug I never owned. I received a bunch of notes detailing what I was doing

Voices were screaming in my head for a while. I felt energy in my body move attack me with fear

I started randomly crying

I received a big burst of bright, clear energy. It started amplifying my emotions.

You hear of people knocking their heads and then waking up able to speak fluent chinese.

How can we communicate with the spirits to teach learning a language?

I can't deal with flashcards and textbooks anymore, it's so boring.

Hello, I wanna Know if I fucked this man life up.
I met this guy, who told me after we hooked up that he has a gf.
So I started saying affirmations like « he is obsessed with me, he is crazy in love with me… » while masturbating.
Three months after, this Guy is becoming crazy.
He says he hears voices, he wants to kill himself and hurt others.
He lost his job and his fiancé.
Hé started becoming crazy when I started « manifesting » him.
Thats why Im so worried.
Is this my fault ?

I came across this but was wondering if it's a good source or not or if there was anything more definitive?

Here is what im not understanding. Why, in some cases, would i not use a sigil for results vs solomonic rituals for a result? What is the actual difference other than complexity?

I’m an wheelchair use so moving around is very hard to me. It’s cost me a lot of freedom to practice magic and do ritual as I wish but I still manage somewhat.

Lately I’ve been wanting to get into planetary magic but kinda concerned about the circumstances I have to compromise with. I can only do magic in my room which has no window. I have neither a garden nor any accessible way to reach a wide space with a clear view of the sky. So does it inhibit my ability to successfully pull off a ritual? If yes then how can I make up for it?

I recently discovered occultism.I haven’t explored it all yet and ordered a book but I have some questions.Does it really change one’s life?Like does it actually work,do I have to perform anything?Just confused as I don’t really know how to get into it

It’s been suggested that I get a reading-Im available, please lmk if you can help. 🙌

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Hello everybody.

I have started reading trough the lesser Keys of Solomon and im trying to understand the words written. I was wondering if anyone has ever tried replicating a incantation from it and if they felt like something actually happened either to them or others. Also is there a way to read the original book?