So I am someone with pretty bad water sensory issues when trying to wash my face over the sink. I HATE the feeling of water getting on my clothes and I usually just end up miserable afterwards more than anything. Well when buying a new hairband for my face this pack came with two of those handcuffs that promise to help keep water off your arms. I really didn't buy into them, but since I just got a new face wash after easily 5+ years of avoiding washing my face, I decided to give them at least a chance.

AND WHEN I TELL Y'ALL IT WAS A NIGHT AND DAY DIFFERENCE.

I actually enjoyed washing my face! My hands got wet as expected but nothing ran down my arms which meant not a speck of water got on my clothes either. This has genuinely changed my life because I LOVE the idea of skincare and all that but I just couldn't get over that sensory hurdle 😭 and now I can.

I was fired today because of "performance issues" but I believe I was fired for discriminatory reasons.

I worked as a line cook, and they claimed I couldn't keep up and needed support constantly (aren't we a team??) I gave 110% to that job, and it still wasn't enough.

Feeling very rejected and demoralized, I wish the world was kinder to people like us.

I'm in Canada if this changes anything..

Does anyone else feel like shit after being out sometimes? Just like so drained, like you feel like you shouldn’t even be here anymore and that you’ll never change and always be alone and just want to stay in bed with the lights off all night but other times i feel better after being out of the house, its confusing and i just wanna cry

i work as a line cook, and i can do the tasks there fine. i can focus on my work and i can clean after we close. then i get home, look at my train wreck of a fucking house, and i feel like i cant do anything. its a mess. its awful. id be ashamed if anyone ever came here, i would probably tell them i cant have guests over. theres more dirty dishes in the kitchen than i have space for. i have a pile of trash bags and boxes next to my door because i cant get myself to walk to the dumpster. and forget about self care, i shower once a week and cant remember the last time i brushed my teeth. i try to clean but its so much. its so overwhelming. and when i do manage to start cleaning, i barely do fucking anything. ive done a little bit of laundry and threw away a few cups today. great job me, you only have a thousand other things to fucking do plus make dinner. fucking hell, man, i dont wanna live like this

I had recently went to a new primary care provider some time ago for complaining about my ankles or legs always hurting whenever I walk for too long or too far distances. She made me do a bunch of physical test and couldn't pinpoint the issue. I mentioned hypermobolity in autism and she didn't quite understand what I was getting at, but she for some reason doubted my self diagnosis.

Which is fine, but I've been doing the stretches she told me to do for a while now, along with wearing an ankle brace and not running; nothing has changed. I just wanna know if this chronic muscle irritation and needing to stretch my calves and ankles multiple time a day could be linked to hypermobility or something else!

im so exausted right now, stressed about studyng and being improductive. It leads to a lot or stims (rocking, flaping hands) .I even got my self in the floor with all the lights off and lisening to the sound of a pitch, It makes me chill out haha.

The situation freaks me out, i know i met some neurodivergent characteristics, but what If i have them just on a neurotypical way? what If life its this hard sometimes for everyone? or if not, why i cant figure out whats going on?

I’ve been realizing over the past couple days that I just can’t explain definitions or define anything. For example my boss what an API key actually does. I literally could not explain it so I just spewed a bunch of BS tech jargon (cause I know he wouldn’t understand) then immediately followed with an analogy that relates perfectly to his life and hobbies and that’s when he understood it perfectly. That was the straw that broke the camels back for me when I realized that I’ve been doing this my entire life

I was wondering if anyone does the same. It’s almost like my brain turns off when someone asks me to define something I immediately sift through analogies

为什么物资丰沛、科技进步的现代反而没再出现顶尖位置ND？
我总结了几方面原因：

·经历了大工业
·过去阶级/性别特权劳务外包
·现代建制模式加重损耗非典型人士
·空白领域填塞世俗掌管门槛且纯粹性改变
……

#Neurodiversity

我的发问：当人们分析非常有名的过去的伟人是ND，比如说爱因斯坦、爱迪生、贝多芬，还有艾米莉·狄金森……好像那些历史上鼎鼎有名的人都能找到ND特征。
但我就有一个疑问：如果在过去时代ND可以拿到如此高成就，处在T0、T1梯队里的大多ND，那为什么到物资更丰沛、科技更发达的现代，反而没有爱因斯坦那种顶尖人物立于时代？现在确实不少出现在公众视野的ND名人，但他们大多只是作为公众人物被看见，并不是以ND的神经能力做出什么划时代成果。（马斯克勉强算吧但我觉得他不是啥好人不想分析）

首先我也知道这些伟人活着时或许没有那么盛名，是后世把他们塑造成偶像、提炼标签。尤其应试教育会反复讲这些人，编励志故事来管束孩子。
但就算抛开这个，我还是想不通。如果以前那些伟人不少都是ND或有ND特征，为什么到了物质充足、科技发达的现在，ND反而不再这样出现惊世骇俗般的成就？
我又想到一个原因：会不会是现在的ND反而难出头？以前是有奴隶制度的，出头ND大多处贵族阶层，很多损耗感官、算力的事外包，能够专心创作读书研究。当时可大部份人都不识字。

我觉得也可能是现代进入大工业化模式。填鸭式教育严重，我深受其害。早七晚九托管到十一二点才能回。听讲、做作业，完全违背我的神经性，浪费我最好的学习生命段，还日复一日挫伤我的自尊自信。我本身是双A，我Autism特质里的自尊感又很强。所以会不会就是把所有人放进同一套时间表的大工业截断了ND的发展空间，挫伤了他们的自信？
以前没有这么强的标准化制度。艾米莉·狄金森一直待在家里写作；爱因斯坦上学时也不守规矩，没有现在这么严苛的要求和排异。以前人的一生没有被高度模式化，没有规定几到几岁必须一直在上学，毕业之后立马找工作。以前很多人不上学正常，但现在竞争应试的规则里，必须进到一个个封闭的填鸭系统才能生存。

补充下，现代ND比如罗永浩，他有名是因为录真人秀，并不是作为ND拥有什么顶尖的天才能力。像天宝·格兰丁，很厉害，用自己的Autism神经成为动物行为学家，她是我感觉很真实的Autism，待在自己的学术领域，少参与外界活动，现在只有小众群体知道她。

还有艺人会公开ND身份，比如李泳知唱ADHD girl，不少歌手、rapper也说自己是ADHD。但他们大多不是那种能力碾压的破局者，是典型神经定下规则里多年伪装服从，拿到结果之后才谈论自己的ND。”

Das ist das Besteck, was ich in der Ferienwohnung gefunden habe, wo ich momentan bin. Ich habe mit dem Besteck schon gegessen und es war wirklich unangenehm. Alleine was sollen diese Löffel?

Every time I see something really cool or inspirational, I get this anxiety and sudden feeling of pressure that I want and HAVE to be that thing. Yesterday it hit because I saw Mamdani being super great and now I want to be a politician, even though I KNOW that's not actually what I want to do. I avoid inspiring movies and shows now. It's so bad that I can't even watch some kids shows that I used to love, like Ninjago. Like, I want to be a ninja. It makes me feel stupid and childish. Has anyone else experienced this? Can I do anything?

My hubs has brought to my attention that I talk to myself all the time. It’s not like I’m hearing voices, or having imaginary convos, but it usually is task related. Examples might be; Stop being so lazy, time to get up. Hmmm, Needs more salt, Time to start dinner, Ooo, that window needs cleaning. I better get to that laundry. He always asks if I’m directing these comments toward him. He just thinks it’s weird. I tell him I’m my own best friend. He just shakes his head and says it’s not a normal thing.
Do you out loud speak to yourself?
Now I feel self conscience about it and think I’ve done it my whole life.

Edit to add;
Thanks all. These responses have been an enjoyable read. It would be a hilarious experiment to put us all in the same room, give us all a small task and see how our talking heads respond.

I am planning to buy instant ramen for those days when cooking feels like a chore and frozen veggies.

Also, I really wanna hire cleaners so much, at least once a month, because it gets too much to handle the house alone.

I don't really know about anything else honestly, so if you have some useful tips you can share that you use ❤️‍🩹 I hope it will get easier to me, because I don't know how people who don't have neurodivergency handle all this XD

Anyone who is holding the home alone, I feel you, it can get stressful, and almost everything ties to money sadly :/

I would love to be centred & know I'm me without needing alter egos to remind myself. Anyone else feel that way?

I'm autistic and struggle with expressing my emotions verbally.

I have recently started my first private therapy sessions for about 3 months since I've become seriously ill physically. This illness happened just after I quit my toxic job, ended a toxic friendship, stopped antidepressants and became happier than I've ever been.

I always though I should return for therapy at some point, due to the amount of trauma I've experienced. I've been to NHS (state healthcare) therapy and university/employment counselling services previously. At the start of my illness it made sense with coming to terms with a new disability and not knowing what was wrong for a long time, but I thought I would need long term therapy for issues from years ago and difficult relationships with my parents.

I've been doing much better recently, with more motivation and able to feel okay most of the time. But I've always been nervous every time I have therapy, and I still dread having the session because I don't know what to say.

I guess I can see that its working somewhat because I've been feeling better, but surely I should be feeling less dread about the session by now?

One issue I had is that the therapist always wants me to lead and if I don't speak she will be silent until I think of something to say. I find this extremely nerve-wracking and I go blank and dissociate, and I'm scared of this happening again. I struggle with the beginning and end of sessions too because it seems like I just have to launch straight into the deep stuff and if I make small talk she won't talk about herself so it doesn't really work. Then she finishes very abruptly which feels weird because I'm still in the depths of an emotion, or I try and time it but then there's a few minutes of really uncomfortable silence again.

I've had therapy a lot before but it was always just 6 or 8 sessions due to the health systems in the UK and so you had limited time to cram everything in. I feel like most other therapists led the session slightly more too.

Now I'm feeling exhausted from doing therapy and don't know if its worth carrying on or just taking a break? But then I don't know how to keep going. How do you do therapy when you're struggling to "lead" the session?

I would like to express that neurotypical never understand the struggle of neurodivergents, they always criticze NDs, also bully them. Even worse they are jailing NDs like NDs have mental issue. SROs constantly sweeps out ND from school, also to make things even worse, NTs are killing ND, and those NT officers gets survived from criminal charge because reasonable belief protect them. They regularly use disorderly conduct charges to arrest or cripple ADHD, Autistic people. The most cruel things NTs could ever done is jailing dyslexic children for struggling to read. they signal that they don't see NDs as human at all.

Long story short: I broke my leg in an accident two years ago. I went through absolute hell on earth recovering, reaching depths of burnout I never knew possible. But I survived... and in doing so gained a significant amount of weight. Despite being grateful that it helped me survive, I'm pretty disgusted with my body.

Therapists have been telling me for years that exercise helps with anxiety (and obviously exercise will help with the weight) but I canNOT stick to a routine to save my life. My stamina is also in the toilet, after two years with still-limited mobility.

How do I encourage myself to incorporate physical activity, fight inertia, and build stamina? What exercises and strategies work for you? And how do you fight a negative self-image

Is it just me or I struggle w/ things that are supposed to be common sense. Like, I can't tell what letter of the alphabet what would come before it or after it, I don't know any major roads or intersections near my house by name even tho I've been driving for years. I just rely on muscle memory. I am so directionally challenged it is insane. Mental math is so bad, sometimes I need to check what 3x6 mentally. I'm literally a grown ahh adult. And when it comes to communicating oh boy it's bad. I don't get why, when a manager asks me to come to another side of the store I have to respond on the radio "I'm coming" if I'm walking there anyways and it'll take like 2 minutes until I reach there anyway. Like, idk why I kinda get why but I also don't think it's necessary? When they say "recover" the store wth does that even means?? Like what do u want me to do first, how in depth, etc. but if I ask this they're just like .... just straight stuff. ??? Am I ok

Hi everyone! I teach a class at a private school for neurodiverse middle and high school students (primarily students with Level 1/2 ASD, ADHD, and other learning differences). My course covers pathways after high school—including trades, higher education, employment, transition programs, and gap years.

This is my second year teaching the class, and I love tailoring the content to each unique group. Recently, we’ve been discussing how to identify work environments that fit individual sensory, social-emotional, and communication preferences, alongside visiting local businesses to explore different vocations.

Our recent conversations about disability disclosure in the workplace were eye-opening for my students. Many were surprised to learn that high school IEP/ISP accommodations don't automatically transfer or guarantee the same setup in the workplace.

I’m hoping to connect with this community for recommendations:

1. What are your favorite resources, tools, or curricula for supporting neurodiverse youth in their transition to adulthood?
2. Are there specific companies or employers known for being truly inclusive, knowledgeable, and supportive of neurodiverse workers?

Thank you so much for any insights or recommendations!

I’m so lonely.

I (28f) don’t really have anyone aside from my partner (28m) and while I know that isn’t healthy I just don’t seem to be able to connect with other people.

It seems like people either write me off the moment they meet me or like me but not enough to be my friend.

I’ve tried friend apps (such as Hey Vina(when it existed rip) and Bumble for friends without much luck. There are friend groups in my area but they all seem to be for people who are retired.

I don’t know how else to make friends. I feel like I’m a nice person and I try to be kind to others and listen to them and be a safe place for others to confide in. But maybe I give off a mean vibe without realising. If I do, how do I recognise and stop being off putting to other people?

Also I’m really feeling the RSD today cause when I was volunteering a lady refused my help preferring to wait for my co-volunteer to finish with the person he was helping. (I’d never meet her before so I don’t understand what I could’ve done to warrant this. After overthinking through it a million times I had the thought maybe she’s been here before and worked with him before and that’s why)

Sorry this is so long, thank you for reading.

I have adhd and suspect I also have autism. I've tried so many different jobs and can stick at them for a few months before completely burning out from the social aspect of it. So far the only job that I've found that doesn't burn me out is cleaning. What do you guys do for work that you've found is sustainable and doesn't lead to total burnout?

Hello! I need help with communicating better with my husband.

I suspect my husband has some neurodivergent tendencies, particularly ADHD, although he’s never been clinically diagnosed due to financial reasons. It doesn’t significantly affect his daily life, so it hasn’t been something we’ve urgently pursued. Still, when I read about ADHD traits, I find that he seems to relate to quite a lot of them, even if, at first glance, he just comes across as a normal, goofy person.

One thing he does a lot is verbal stimming, which I honestly find cute and don’t mind at all. He tends to repeat catchy words or phrases that interest him, sometimes for days or weeks.

The thing is, he sometimes does this in the middle of our conversations, whether we’re talking seriously or casually. I can tell he’s listening, but then he suddenly blurts out his favorite phrase and gets lost in his own little world for a moment. Afterwards, he snaps back, apologizes, and reassures me that he was listening and just needed to get it out. I’ve never really encountered anyone else who does this, and I’ve always found it endearing.

I fell deeply in love with my husband because he brings sunshine into my gloomy life. Personality wise, we’re opposites. Communication wise, I love discussing sensitive topics, controversial ideas, and conspiracy theories, whether I believe them or not. I can get really passionate and immersed in these conversations, and I love that my husband can meet me on the same wavelength.

His spontaneous interjections never really bothered me before, but lately, I’ve been feeling like our communication has made me feel lonely. I don’t think it’s his fault because I can see that he’s genuinely trying, and I know it might be difficult for him, too. I think I’ve just become less patient with the interruptions than I used to be.

Sometimes, we get so deep into a conversation that I don’t even realize how immersed I’ve become. He gets excited, too, but I wonder if he eventually becomes overstimulated and starts stimming to regulate himself. Other times, something I say reminds him of a memory, and he goes on talking about it at length. I wait for him to finish, and he eventually realizes he’s interrupted me again, apologizes, and asks me to continue. But by then, I’ve lost my train of thought and the desire to talk about it. I end up feeling like nobody is really listening to me, even though I know that isn’t necessarily his intention.

The difficult part is that he’s one of the very few people in my life who can engage with me on this level. I don’t really have anyone else I can have these kinds of conversations with, and I don’t want something that feels like a small issue to eventually affect a relationship I deeply value.

I want to understand him better while also finding a way to communicate my needs without making him feel like he has to suppress a part of himself. How can we make our conversations more balanced and fulfilling for both of us?

I was diagnosed January 29th of this year, so I am still in the process of discovering things and therefore desire to inquire of others with these conditions.

I feel I cannot have a favorite of anything and it is really frustrating. I like looking for a sense of self in the things that I find and so it is very often that I wish I just had one consistent and unchanging favorite of a specific category, but it never sticks! I always end up having some kind of friction or wanting to try something else instead. Right now I am specifically thinking about medieval weaponry and videogames that involve medieval weaponry. I like medieval weaponry, I hope to try HEMA one day, but I can't decide on a favorite weapon.

In the videogame Chivalry 2 I was asked last night what my favorite weapon was and I don't know. I can't even stick to one class and often switch between them. While I stick to playing as a footman primarily, I switch between the 3 footman subclasses very often, with poleman being the one I seem to play as the most. But it's really painful not having a favorite because it makes me feel lost or like I lack self. I have struggled with depersonalization for years but my diagnosis is certainly helping me get through it despite times like this.

I feel I have already begun uncovering the underlying patterns and causes in this though. I long for consistency but perhaps I seek it in something too specific. Autism results in a desire for consistency and rigid structure while ADHD results in a desire for novelty and variety. Perhaps I can satisfy that by having novelty and variety in a broader consistent bubble? I use various different weapons in Chivalry 2 yet I use them all in similar ways.

My primary special interest is coffee. I have many different coffees at the moment. I have no specific favorite coffee, but I tend to consistently enjoy similar flavor profiles, flavors with spices. Wonderland coffee crumb cake by expedition roasters, not so scary pumpkin brew by Joffery's coffee, bananas foster by Joffery's coffee, major dickason's brew by Peet's, cinnamon vanilla by Good & Gather (Target's brand). That is all I can think of for now.

Hopefully this was an interesting read for any of you, and I would appreciate hearing the experiences of anyone else who has experienced this. Thank you very much for your time.