r/ratterriers • u/tiny-raindr0p • 16h ago
What's up, motherpuppers?! meet marlin!
i posted recently about the devastating loss of my little lucy girl after 15 years together. i still grieve her every single day but i realized i was making the hole in my heart bigger by sitting in my quiet house alone so i opened my heart a bit and welcomed this sweet boy into my life.
there are moments where i hold him and ache for her to be the one in my lap but i remind myself that she wouldn’t want me as miserable as i was. i’m so happy he’s here, even though i wish she was too. he’s already loved so deeply and has established that i’m his person.
the switch from declining senior dog to 10 week old puppy is so hard to adjust to. i feel like im constantly surveying the little guy for potential ailments and he looks at me like “i’m just a baby!” he’s such a little angel boy. i’m so grateful that i didn’t close off my heart to being loved as deeply as my sweet soul girl did for half of my life. 🐾🩷