I can’t do this anymore. I’ve been patient, I’ve loved Jesus, I’ve loved God, I’ve prayed, I’ve tried my hardest but I cannot accept it anymore. I cannot accept that an all loving God sends imperfect individuals into an eternal life of torture and agony.
You’re all scared, because you’re all imperfect, that’s the only reason you belive in God, you wouldn’t follow him if you didn’t have the fear of hell and that’s a fact, you say you feel his ‘peace and love’ but where is the peace and love of just constantly pressuring yourself to be different and believe you’ve got a ticket to heaven because you’ve gone by the books. You believe in him because biologically you WANT love, peace and attention from someone in a beautiful warm place, and the concept of Hell being real; a place so terrible makes you terrified into believing.
I can’t look at my gay friends and believe they’re going to hell, I can’t look at my atheist friends or friends of other religions and believe they’re going to hell all from a book that was translated hundreds of times. I can’t believe an ‘All loving’ God would send his OWN children to a place of eternal pain. And don’t try to sugarcoat it, don’t say he’s forgiving and merciful, not everyone is sorry to a man they don’t believe in. I can’t look at my OWN FAMILY, who by the ‘rules’ would be judged into hell. I would be too.
I somehow feel shame when I say I’m christian to somebody. Because today’s society of christianity is quite frankly disgraceful. So am I going to hell for supporting the LGBTQ community?
If I am such a lovely, loyal and helping person my whole life, but I might’ve been lustful at some stages or had some pride in my life but didn’t ask for forgiveness or believe in him, I’m judged straight to hell? Then someone who did no good but judge others based on their religion and identity their whole life’s; but because they asked for forgiveness of their ‘sins’ they’re judged to Heaven? It’s stupid. It’s a harmful ideology.
My aspect on Christianity as a child was very different as I was brought up in an Open Christian household, so I thought nothing of ‘sins’ or ‘evil’. Even my siblings are bisexual. All I knew was bad people and good people. Good people go to heaven, Bad people go to hell. But being a good and bad person is WARPED in Christian beliefs. All I knew was that Jesus was loving and he loved us all, that he kept the bad away from us, like murder, grape, sa, abuse.
Ever since coming online and seeing this community for what it really is has opened my eyes, all I came on for was to find others to worship and love with, I wish I never did. It’s disgustingly judgemental. I had a stage of worrying and feeling guilty over every tiny thing I did and felt like I was walking on eggshells but now I don’t care, I’m being me, I’m living free, worshipping how I want to. The community and people are disgusting online, abusive and thinking they’re of a higher power just because they’re ‘close with god’ by ‘asking for forgiveness of their sins’ so they’re automatically guaranteed a seat in heaven above the ‘losers’ who they criticise online and in real life.
I can’t believe even a few weeks ago I saw a post on here of a guy in extreme deep heartbreaking grief just because he believed a lovely friend of his who had died had gone to hell BECAUSE HE WASNT CHRISTIAN. The man saved peoples lifes, he was described as compassionate and amazing and made a mark on peoples lifes for the good, yet everyone in the comments even said this guy WOULD be considered in hell because he refused to believe in God. If somebody at your last moments of death tried to convince you into being muslim or a jew would YOU convert immediately? And even so, the concept of a man that’s done such good and was so giving his whole life is in the flaming pits because he didn’t accept God? You’re all brainwashed. I hope this post gives some people some decency.
I’ve lost a great faith in being Christian, I’m trying to feel anything but I’ve lost most of my feelings towards it. Hell is a disgusting concept I think used to control, scare and manipulate many people into believing something they don’t believe in— a threat of ETERNAL punishment and agony for basic human biology most of the time. I’m going to be honest, I even looked into the rules of Judaism and I’ve got to say they’ve certainly got it better than this. I don’t know what comes after death now, I’m not sure what to believe at all, but my image of Jesus and God is completely hijacked and gone. I’ll always worship God and Jesus as I have for many years and I could never erase them out of the equation, but this will always be a big scar on my beliefs and opinions.
Please stop trying to scare others with the concept of hell just so you think because you’re spreading the ‘gospel’ you’re automatically GOOD. Your bible quotes are taken out of context and heavily translated by a man’s hand.
Have some consideration of others and not just yourselves, that’s what I always thought being good was but it’s been modified.
Sorry this was a long one and not meaning to attack anyone in anyway, I’m just getting my thoughts and opinions out there on how this side of Christianity has turned toxic and harmful. Love and peace to you all ✌️