Should I commit suicide? I'm literally fed up with my life, the bullying, I feel weak and worthless, honestly I don't think my life has any real value، i got ADHD so Most of the things that a normal person does, I do in a more disabled way

I have been married three times. I am now struggling hard with myself about ending this marriage.

I just realized how broken I’ve been ever since I was born. I didn’t have a good childhood that could have helped me grow into a confident or strong person. My whole life, I’ve been struggling with depression and severe stress. I thought things would get better as I grew older, but years have passed, and my life hasn’t changed at all. I still feel like the same stupid person who let everyone walk all over her, including the guy I was in a relationship with, who never did anything in my favor. Recently, I’ve been feeling more left out and depressed than ever, and my heart has been hurting, which is unusual for me because I’ve never felt this way before. i have always been conflicted about my relationship w others and thought no one actually cared about me the way i did about them. i know something is wrong w me but i can’t seem to be able to fix it. no amount of therapy and self effort can make me feel less unworthy and useless. i can never experience something that genuinely benefits me or makes me happy since i never felt like i deserve anything good.
I always end up with the same kind of losers I don’t even like because I don’t think I can ever break free from this pattern that my brain seems to be stuck in.
and i have to put myself through the things that i don’t like. what is wrong with me?

That's it, i just want to dir

I wish I wasn't so pathetic. Maybe I'm only this desperate because I know the world is ending. I shouldn't have given anyone pieces of myself knowing I wouldn't get anything in return. It's still all my fault and I'm really sorry. I've ruined myself and gotten attached to things that didn't exist in the first place. Ik this probably doesn't make any sense and I sound crazy tbh I might just be going insane...

I am so fucked miserable and pathetic 😭😭 I’ve lost my will to fight on and have literally praying for God to allow my death to be sooner then my next birthday in a few months…. How do you turn a positive into negative when you look ahead and see nothing but hate for yourself in your heart😭😭 I’m tired of surviving if this all life is… I don’t deserve to suffer and nobody does… I just want this nightmare to end

It was all for nothing

Stupid,ugly,depressed,no dressing sense, zero conversation skills, burden, and everything else.

Fawkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkk. 🥀🥀💔

i keep trying so hard every day hoping something will click or some switch will flip and my life will finally be something to be proud of/excited about and i won’t be a pathetic loser anymore. it’s so exhausting being crushed no matter how hard i try. maybe some people were really never meant to enjoy anything nice that life has to offer. i had so many dreams, i wanted so much. i guess i expected too much out of life. looks like im just worthless for life. some are born winners some are born losers, and to the winners go the spoils.

I fucking hate my life man. I'm ready to end it. Very badly. I keep b*shing my head into walls, c***ing my wrists, punching myself, twisting my arm to the point that I think it's dislocated. All because some f***ing c**t who repeatedly r**ed me, a***ed me, made me feel like the worthless POS I am... and I dated him for 2 years when I was 23 (now 27) bc I was addicted to the pain and t*rt*re he put me through. In the end, he left me for a hotter, younger, more attractive twink anyways. This shattered my self confidence - it's non existent now. I've pushed everyone away, made a shitty mistake by moving to a new city to escape where I was, instead of just getting over it bc I'm too much of a g**d*mn crybaby; I know not a single person where I moved to, have no job, no money, no way of paying my rent at the end of the month and I'm betting I'll be homeless by next week. I'm ready to die. I'm ready to grab a bag of whatever d***s I can find and just go to town, hoping, no.. PRAYING I OD... I really really hate myself. So much. Hopefully, I'll be d**d soon, though, so what the f**k does this even matter for anyway...

I want to die, I'm an awful person and I have bo future, but I feel as if desth is too good for me, like I dont deserve to live, but dying is too good for me, and so I'm in this limbo of wanting to die, but feeling as if death is wasted on me, better people deserve to live, deserve to be alive right now over me, and there are worse people who deserve to die over me, but I still want to die, I want it all to stop. The only impact my death would have is the poor person who has to fill out the paperwork for my death certificate, that is all that my death would result in

I’m sorry if the title is weird but English isn’t my native language.

How can I love myself? I tried telling myself I’m not that bad, tried ignoring the deep voice that tells me that am worthless and a disgrace but deep down I don’t believe it. I think it would be better if am gone. Have you ever felt that you are not someone you would choose to be if you had the chance? Like I wouldn’t want someone like me for my sister or daughter, I feel that my existence hurt everyone that I care about and they would be better without me.Am just to much of a pussy to just do it and get it over with

I recently found a website I made at 16 and photos of me dancing on stage at 6. Back then, I didn't care and I was genuinely happy. Now, I don't know why I even exist. I've stopped pushing myself, learning, or changing habits because I feel like I'll never get anything anyway. I'm not dumb—I know what to do, but I just don't move.

I'm back living with my parents in India. I came back because my dad wanted me to, but I hate it. I spent 3 years in another city for my bachelor's and hated it because I couldn't get out of bed, couldn't make decisions, and had zero local friends. I’m terrified to leave again. What if I get a job, move away, and I still suck? What if I'm just a failure and alone for the rest of my life?

Every man I meet just wants to fuck me, so I don't talk to them. I just stay in the house in a bubble I can't leave. I hate change, I hate spending money, and I feel like a fake. Everyone at home hates me, we fight daily, and I just want to run off somewhere or disappear so they forget about me forever.

Has anyone else felt like a worse version of their younger self? How do you break out of this paralysis?