Then you look back on life before the stomach ache. And you think to yourself “man life sure was good before this stomach ache”

Saw a video saying this back in 2020 and thought it's bullshit. Almost 7 years later and I still think back to me when I watched that video, I guess it is true after all

Now, I just wanna get extinguished.

Recently took a ride on the “L” public rail system in Chicago while visiting. Got on the train with my family and we mostly spread out across the rail car. However, I was standing near my uncle, so we chatted for most of the probably 15 min ride.

Across from me sits this girl who I notice to be quite pretty and whom I thought looked to be about my age (~22y/o). I looked her way a few times but thought nothing more.

Turns out, when we get off the train, my uncle says that he saw that girl checking me out several times during the ride and I was oblivious to it. As long as my uncle wasn’t misinterpreting it, if I knew that she thought I was attractive I probably would have sat next to her and talked to her a little bit.

It was a great feeling and makes me wish I said something anyway because she really was beautiful and I only fully recognized it after I heard that.

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I have intrusive thoughts and these intrusive thoughts are always the funniest shit possible. Like I have Pingu screaming the Wii boxing victory song in my head, replacing every du with a noot 😭

I can’t stand that stupid ad get the fuck outta my face

Or they’re just cutting cost?

This rant probably makes no sense lol

These "look how weird my partner is" or "my family is so weird and fun" reels are mainstream now. I'm talking about that quirky type of weird. Sometimes the weird is just acting like a dumbass 99% of the time and then locking in and becoming a philosopher.

Every single person I know is like this. Humans actually do everything, we aren't the 7 dwarfs where this mfer is sleepy and the other is sneezy. I feel like we get to be everyone in our lifetime but people paint one picture in their head of who you are and that's it.

I think people ascribing themselves certain types of personalities, like those MBTI things (INFP, INTJ, whatever they're called), are just limiting themselves for no reason.

I don't even understand myself

It might be he is just a lil too lonely then earlier or he wants to talk about a lot of things but he just can't.

Inner thought that I had to get out there. Yes I am angry.

Bought a gallon of gasoline that was originally $20 but marked down to $15
It was 40:1 mix for two stroke engines at Walmart