Hi!! This is part rant, part question, and probably way too long, so I'm sorry in advance. 😅
I recently finished months of schooling, passed my certifications (RMA, phlebotomy, and BLS), and completed six LONG weeks of unpaid externship.
I was fortunate enough to land at a clinic where I was thrown into hands-on patient care from DAY ONE.
I learned rooming, vitals, immunizations, injections, phlebotomy, and so much more. I was actually DOING the things I spent months in school learning.
My first injection? I was shaking like a leaf. 😂 By my 50th, I was confidently drawing up and administering medications under supervision.
My confidence went from 0 to 100 during those six weeks. I went from being terrified of making mistakes to genuinely loving what I was doing.
The clinic where I completed my externship even called and told me they would hire me back in a heartbeat if I ever went back for my ADN. That meant the WORLD to me because I worked incredibly hard to earn that confidence.
Fast-forward to my first actual job as an RMA.
I was essentially told that they don't trust me to do ANYTHING yet.
No rooming patients. No vitals. No hands-on clinical responsibilities for a while, or until I've met their expectations.
And here's what really bothers me: this wasn't even a conversation with my manager or my actual trainer. It was another employee casually telling another while we were walking around.
I completely understand that every clinic has expectations. I understand being new, needing supervision, and having to earn trust. I don't expect to walk in and immediately be given free rein.
But how am I supposed to demonstrate my abilities if I'm not being given the opportunity to demonstrate them?
I've specifically asked for hands-on training. (After being told I need to show initiative in my training then being told im wrong in how i learn) I've asked to show what I know, work alongside someone, and prove myself under supervision.
I was told no, that they wouldn't train me the way I requested because that wasn't the correct way to do it. 😅
And I know computer work and telephone are important parts of being an MA. I'm not saying they're beneath me. But after spending six weeks actively working with patients, learning, growing, and finally feeling confident in myself, I feel like I've been put right back into the corner as an EXTERN WHO isn't allowed to do anything.
I feel like I've gone from 100 right back to zero.
The hardest part is that I genuinely WANT to work. I WANT to room patients, take vitals, learn the clinic's workflow, and become a productive member of the team.
I'm not asking to skip training. I'm asking to actually be trained and given a chance.
I worked so hard to get here, and instead of feeling excited about finally being an RMA, I left today feeling completely defeated.
So my question to other MAs is:
Is this normal for a new MA, even one who has completed a very hands-on externship? How long were you kept away from direct patient care at your first job?
And at what point is it reasonable to advocate for more hands-on responsibilities without coming across as impatient or unwilling
I genuinely want to succeed here. I just don't want to lose the confidence I worked so hard to build.
Thanks for listening to my rant. 😭