I guess it’s the typologist’s turn to be typed.
Give a general description of yourself. How old are you?
Prefer not to say.
What do you do as a job or as a career (if you have one)? Do you like it? Why or why not? If you are not working, what kind of job do you want to do or what are you studying?
I’m in the Pure Literature stream. I’d like to study Psychology or Mass Communications when I am older. Ideally, I’d like a job where I can talk to people, whether it be for marketing, or sales. I really like to do sales, but I wouldn’t mind being an Event Host as well!
Describe your childhood/upbringing. Did it have any kind of ideological or structured influence? How did you respond to it? Did you have any significant negative experiences that may have affected how you think or behave?
I was raised by mostly my ISTP Aunt and INTP Uncle. They used something called the Montessori method (which I have no idea what it means) My aunt taught me basically everything, and my uncle would get me to watch shows that were meant for older kids.
Do you have any mental or physical health issues that might affect how think or choose to live? Provide a brief description.
No. I keep questioning whether I have ADHD or Autism because my friend group is full of people who have it (and I just think there’s too many people who get diagnosed with it)
If you had to spend an entire weekend by yourself, how would you feel? Would you feel lonely or refreshed?
Am I allowed to use my phone? When you say by yourself am I permitted to use the Internet to text or call people? Because I kind of need that. I don’t want to be in the real world that much, I’d like to be in my room alone with my phone being on Reddit and helping to type people, or reading books, doing art and just engaging in the activities I like. But if I’m banned from using my phone, I’d probably spend most of my time crocheting, watching the anime that I haven’t watched even though I really want to, drawing or writing (then again all my writing is done on my phone) If I’m allowed to use my phone, I’d enjoy it very much, but if I’m not? I’d be quite lonely. Yes I would feel refreshed I suppose, since I wouldn’t have all the chatter from my friends or the buzz of the internet to distract me from my crocheting, but I don’t like silence, so I’d probably put on some music. Currently most of my time is sort of spent split between playing Arcaea and binge watching The Mentalist.. so..
What is your relation with movement and your surroundings? For instance do you prefer a sport or outdoors event? If an outdoors event what is it? And why? If not what type of activities do you tend to engage?
Painfully unaware. I keep losing things recently. And I’ve made very vivid memories about where I might have put them, only to be devastated when I realise they’re not actually there. And I don’t hate sports, but I find them kind of boring. Mainly running laps around the school (what’s the point in that?). Also, I don’t really understand why people like football, or watch sports in general. I don’t really get it. But I love rhythm games, like Maimai, Project Sekai, Chuunithm, DDR, Sound Voltex, Beatmania. Rhythm games are one of the only games I can play that don’t need a good story. I’ve picked up a lot of games because I wanted a good story, and my INTP 4w5 friend kept telling me ‘Chara! The game has lore!’ and sometimes they delivered, and other times they didn’t. Examples include: Punishing Grey Raven, Brawl Stars and Limbus Company. I love Limbus Company because the gameplay is enjoyable, but also, Don Quixote. I kin her a lot, even writing fanfiction about transforming into her in real life. My favourite type of game genre is psychological horror. The strange thing is that I also started playing rhythm games with stories, like Nientum (it’s really really good I highly recommend it), Arcaea, and Yun Yun rhythm psychosis! I definitely love rhythm games with stories a lot too!
How curious are you? Do you have more ideas then you can execute? What are your curiosities about? What are your ideas about - is it environmental or conceptual, and can you please elaborate?
More ideas than I can execute probably describes the entirety of who I am. Recently started playing AdoptMe again and found a lot of my older building projects which were all half finished. Currently about to start a new project about building Patrick Jane’s house in adopt me. I have a lot of conceptual curiosities I suppose. So many video ideas.. but for me, animation tends to be difficult, because my expectations are sky high. Editing tends to be that way too.. the house building is for a Patrick Jane edit inside of adopt me.. most people would just create the set pieces needed..
Would you enjoy taking on a leadership position? Do you think you would be good at it? What would your leadership style be?
Not really. I don’t like being in charge. Would I be good at it? Compared to some of the leaders I’ve had to deal with? Probably. I only find myself yelling when people aren’t co-operative for a project I care deeply about. If you’re equally passionate as I am, I normally won’t yell at you.
Leadership style.. I would say it’s very chill. If you don’t interfere with what I want then do whatever you want. People typed me as EVLF before due to that.. I’m pretty certain I’m VLEF. I’m just not very controlling of others, but very defensive of my own sovereignty. Example: I dragged an ENTJ, an INTP 5w4 548 and an INTP 4w5 to the arcade with me.
Basically nobody in the group has Si in a useful way, so nobody cared what to eat for lunch, so we got 7-11. I just wonder. Among the 2 INTPs, which one do you think was louder? It’s just shocking to see, because the INTP 4w5 looks more like an ENFP in comparison to the INTP 5w4! I mean I was just chatting about MBTI and ENNEGRAM with the 5w4, then the 4w5 was asking me what sensors do after school. Which was a fun discussion.
I was like: Shopping! Duh!
INTP 4w5: But Haine doesn’t do shopping!
Me: Yeah, instead they play rhythm games! That’s also sensory you know!
INTP 5w4: I like sensory stuff though..
Me: Never said you couldn’t! They can go shopping, or they can play sports, or they engage in auditory stimulation.
INTP 4w5: What about taste? What about smell?
Me: that’s called Si.. they like food, because it’s more about their body. As for smell, that’s called doing drugs!
INTP 4w5: Perfume sampling?
Me: That’s called shoppingy!
Do you prefer hands on activities or working with your hands in some form? Describe your activities.
My hobbies outside of games include: Drawing, singing, writing, crocheting, voice acting. I have more skills than that I would say, but not all my skills are my hobbies.
Are you artistic? If yes, describe your art? If you are not particular artistic but can appreciate art please likewise describe what forums of art you enjoy. Please explain your answer.
I believe I would consider myself very artistic, since my talents range over both writing and drawing, as well as the performative ones like acting and singing. Normally I like to draw semi humanoid looking characters, I have difficulties with furries, or very robotic characters. My OCs are all mostly humanoid as well. I don’t know anatomy, I have no intention to learn! Digitally, I would describe my art as: Bad anatomy, good rendering. I like to render dramatic lighting on my characters when I illustrate them. When I draw traditionally, I like to use alcohol markers, since I enjoy how the pigment seeps into the paper. I also make button pins! I have a mini business selling them, but it’s kind of abandoned at the moment. I make them because it’s cheaper than buying pins outside, and my rule is that I will never buy a button pin outside since I can just make it at home. (Aka the equivalent of: mommy can we have this item? No sweetheart, we have it at home. The object at home:) I like to sing along to vocaloid songs, especially faster ones. I can’t stand ballads. I like fast music. I don’t have When I write I write with a very vivid style, and recently I’ve started weaving more psychological horror elements into it.
I enjoy music that’s fast, and has a deeper meaning. I don’t really like K-pop, but there’s some Korean songs I don’t mind. My favourite genre of music is J-pop, but specifically vocaloid. If I had to say my favourite music genre. I would say Happy hardcore or hyperpop. Just fast music in general. Hardstyle is very cool too, I see it a lot in beatmania.
The one skill I don’t really possess is animation. I have sky high expectations for animations, a vivid idea and plan, but story boarding bores me, and I work on like 5 frames then give up. I can definitely animate.. you just need to lock me in a room for 24 hours with 5 different animation projects so I can’t get bored trying to animate 1.
What's your opinion about the past, present, and future? How do you deal with them?
Well my Uncle’s helped me plan what to do for my future paths in education, but I wouldn’t bother thinking about it if I had a choice. My biggest dream is to be a voice actor in the future. My past is a very fun trauma dump that could be summed up as a k-drama. In the past I used to view my life as a k-drama, but now I see it more as a game or a simulation. The present is the now I suppose, I’m not sure what else to say.
How do you act when others request your help to do something (anything)? If you would decide to help them, why would you do so?
I love to help people! I’ll ask them what they need me to do first, and I’ll help them if I believe that my skills are beneficial to them, or that I am able to help them in a meaningful way, and even if I can’t, I’ll pick up the skill just to help them! Also I guess my morals are something that would come in play here, since I’m not about to help you smuggle drugs across the border.
Do you need logical consistency in your life?
Yes. I can’t stand it when people do illogical things. Like what do you mean brainstorm advertisements for the booth you don’t know anything about, but don’t do it for the booth you came up with the sales pitch for, and the original concept for? It doesn’t make any sense!
How important is efficiency and productivity to you?
Very. The instance mentioned earlier was an incredibly inefficient one.
Do you control others, even if indirectly? How and why do you do that?
I try not to. When forced to lead a group in real life I’m like: do you guys have any ideas? And then I get blank stares. And I’m like: Ok no ideas? Then I’ll give the idea. And then these people don’t even care much. So I get pissed off trying to get to get them to do anything because they either don’t do it, or give me a half-baked job. I hate irl group projects. This doesn’t happen in my VA circles online, neither does this happen online in general for me.
What are your hobbies? Why do you like them?
I love to draw, write, crochet, sing, voice act. Since I already elaborated on my drawing earlier, I guess I’ll tell you about crochet, singing and voice acting! I like to crochet because it’s really therapeutic in a way. I can just do the same motions a few times and then voila! A product! However! I cannot stand repetitive patterns. I would never crochet clothes for myself, only for my plushies. I don’t mind doing a granny square if it gets creative, but if it’s just rounds and rounds of single? No thanks! I like to crochet small things, like macarons, and sweets, and mostly plushie clothes. And I refuse to assemble any more flowers. I hate that a crochet flower is 60% crochet and 40% assembly. I made my aunt assemble 1 once, and then I went No more flowers. Singing is enjoyable in general. I like to sing when I’m upset, so people don’t realise I’m upset, because I also sing when I’m happy. They only think: wow, she must be really cheerful. I don’t think I use singing to mask my sadness, but it does help. I’m also in choir so I get way more range when I want to belt on angrier songs like Ussewa or Aishite Aishite Aishite or propose. I like songs with stories, like songs that hide a deeper meaning, like Kyu-kurarin, or Lower One’s Eyes, or Shoujo Rei. My dream is to become a voice actor. Voice acting allows me to take on different voices and roles, because I can, and because it’s fun! Strangely enough, I can feel that warm feeling typically associated with romantic love, whenever I voice act someone with romance, despite the fact that I’m aroace. Outside of VA, I completely can’t feel romantic feelings at all.
What is your learning style? What kind of learning environments do you struggle with most? Why do you like/struggle with these learning styles? Do you prefer classes involving memorization, logic, creativity, or your physical senses?
Route memorisation is stupid in my opinion. I like creative classes, like literature. It’s so fun to analyse how they use the words in poems to invoke certain feelings in the reader! I struggle with boring classes like math when I have to just hear the teacher talk about triangles for an hour. Or English, when it’s just a boring comprehension I already know everything about. I actually keep falling asleep in those classes. When I study, actually. I don’t study. I’ve never sat down and actually gone through my notes ever, except for Chinese, where my aunt helps me. Outside of that, I don’t bother trying to study, only doing practice papers or homework questions. I don’t understand why people study, since I already understand everything the first time.
How good are you at strategizing? Do you easily break up projects into manageable tasks? Or do you have a tendency to wing projects and improvise as you go?
I can do that! I can break up projects into manageable tasks.. get a solid timeline and a plan so we don’t fail it.. and then I get a little too excited and add things as we go along. For example! I was supposed to make a presentation of Limbus Company’s Don Quixote for Chinese class. I just needed to organise a few pictures and put in the description and then we’d be done, right? Wrong! I decided to make a mini Limbus Company dialogue portrait comic and I was like: Oh. Oh no. But it does look great! But I got really distracted and went on a tangent instead in regard to the project..
What's important to you and why?
Can I say the internet? I’ve met so many wonderful and amazing people here, and been able to form very meaningful connections with others that I just can’t in real life. But honestly, what’s important to me is just being fulfilled. No matter what I do. I want to be having fun, and enjoying myself.
What are your aspirations?
To be a voice actor. I’d like to be in a big game, voice acting a character that has a complex backstory, something like Furina. Also I really like Amber Lee Connors. I wouldn’t start my own agency, but I want to be able to voice act a lot of characters in games or in shows or in movies.
What are your fears? What makes you uncomfortable? What do you hate? Why?
I fear losing my autonomy. I don’t want people to control me. I also fear that maybe people don’t actually like me. Maybe they like who I seem to be. What makes me uncomfortable and that I hate is forced societal expectations. Sometimes I get told to do things because: Oh it’s a class thing, oh think about others, not just yourself. NO. SCREW THAT. I don’t like eggs and rocket. I don’t like the taste. If the egg tastes enough like not an egg: example drowned in soya sauce or tamago, I can eat it. I hate people who try to guilt trip me. I have more than enough of that from my mother.
What do the "highs" in your life look like?
When I’m having fun, typing people, drawing, or I’m having fun talking with people online or offline!
What do the "lows" in your life look like?
When I’m emotionally broken. I’m crying and trying to hide it yet I’m failing because it’s too overwhelming to even hide anymore.
How attached are you to reality? Do you daydream often, or do you pay attention to what's around you? If you do daydream, are you aware of your surroundings while you do so?
I am not attached to reality. I sometimes wish I could just erase myself from the physical world, with all my pimples and having to eat or anything like that, and just stay in the digital world, on the internet where I can just do whatever I want. I don’t tend to pay attention to my surroundings. That’s how I keep losing things. My aunt keeps telling me to be less scatterbrained. I don’t daydream though, I immerse myself in fictional worlds or in text. Before I got into the internet, I used to read very heavily in the middle of classes, to the point they had to confiscate my storybooks.
Imagine you are alone in a blank, empty room. There is nothing for you to do and no one to talk to. What do you think about?
I start talking to myself. I ask myself about the room, think of how to get out.
How long do you take to make an important decision? And do you change your mind once you've made it?
I need to consider the pros and cons of my decision, if a contract is involved try to get a lawyer (that’s why my aunt says) and after some careful consideration I would decide, and I won’t change my mind because that decision would be final.
How long do you take to process your emotions? How important are emotions in your life?
Ah. I typically don’t wanna deal with them? I can process them, my uncle tries to get me to. But in stressful situations I just blast music as loud as I can. If I have a good song to sing, or a voice acting job, I can channel my emotions into that.
Do you ever catch yourself agreeing with others just to appease them and keep the conversation going? How often? Why?
No. Screw social harmony. If I don’t like your view? I’ll say it.
Do you break rules often? Do you think authority should be challenged, or that they know better? If you do break rules, why would you?
Well does the rule have a purpose? If not I don’t see a purpose in keeping it around. And if it’s about conformity.. I’d break the rule if the setback wasn’t too great. But I don’t see the point in breaking the rule about dying my hair because I can dye my hair after I’m done with school. I don’t really care about my physical appearance. I don’t want piercings because I’d have to clean them. So people with piercings are quite interesting to me. And people who try to flout the rules by putting in their piercings also baffle me. Now if the rule was shut up and stand in a corner for no apparent reason, yeah. I’d say something. I’d fight back because it’s pointless and stupid! Some rules have a reason. There’s a reason there’s only 0.5 cm earrings allowed, because the last hoop earring student got her earlobe ripped out in the science lab. Yikes. I’m only gonna break the rule if I think it’s inefficient or pointless. Authorities are.. not the smartest sometimes. Heck, adults don’t even have their lives sorted out. Putting them in a position of power doesn’t change anything!
What is the ideal life, in your opinion?
A life where you’re happy. Happiness is subjective to everyone.
