been wanting to doodle this for a whie ngl idk why

You gotta understand, she is IT. 😍

and then you take a picture of yourself and you look back at it don't see yourself anymore...

FTM He/Him

And i am just on HRT a week with some other clothes and painted nails. 🥺

(go out*, stupid typo in the Pic 😭)

Screw everyone and everything! Im feeling girly today

I am not a ugly masculine boy, im a fucking latina tomboy called Emily

Dont even wanna look at the mirror, ill just pretend i look like a girl

times lie ahead. can't say if they're good or bad yet

Sometimes I have a hard time believing I was worried about telling them before.

so i think i want to be a girl

from my experience, a lot of the stuff i do, even if they are completely gender neutral, felt kind of weird to do as a guy. I often had thoughts of "damn i wish i was born a girl" before i ever considered that I might be trans because i felt it just fit my life and my identity better. And from retrospect, when I reimagine the same moments that traumatized me with embarassment but pretend that I was a girl, that awkward feeling would be gone or significantly reduced

I still do wish I was born a girl. I wish I could relive all my past experiences as a girl. I wish my past would have moments of joy instead of just awkwardness and emptiness.

I am so grateful for meeting allies like these around here. To everyone reading this: I hope you will also meet allies like these.

Also I just realized I should clarify: pre-medical-transition, not pre-transition in general. Prob. should've written pre-hrt instead, haha...

I don't know what to do or how to feel. Lately when I look into the mirror for 30 seconds or longer I just can't continue and start crying sometimes on how much I hate how I look, but I don't know if it's just how I look right now or what.

I'm currently trying to figure out if I'm trans or not, but I just don't know. It's not as if I had disforia or atleast I think som I can see myself living as a man, but I can see myself living as a woman as well. At the same I'm shaving currently and it's so damn hard. I'm currently a teen but I grow even more beard than my own dad. Any recommendations on what to do or whatever, would really appreciate.

Yesterday my Sister saw that I shaved my arms and of course the first thing she does is immediately tell my Mother who proceeded to explode at me telling me "You should never shave your arms! Even woman don't do that!" (Obviously implying I'm not a woman with that sentence) I don't think I did anything wrong, I'm a 20 year old who should have the freedom to shave my arms but apparently my Mother needs to control my body, this is the also the same woman who told me to never take "Internet hormones" so I genuinely think she feels like she needs full control over what I do with my body. What do you guys think?

Im feeling disphoric and down, my mind is wandering and I would like some ggd please

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I feel a deep sense of longing towards the concept of a gentleman. Sometimes I listen to love songs and can't help but yearn to be the male narrator. Lord, am I asking for too much? 😭

Just epilated for the first time and I'm in love with how smooth I am but holy shit that was agony.