Long night of partying at the bar. Out cold in my girlfriend’s dorm room. Partly asleep, part drunk, and extremely horny. I guess I was kinda moaning and stroking myself.

I feel my girl pull down my pants. I got so excited.
I feel her lips wrap around my cock and start sucking me dry.

I am thrusting and holding her hair. Guiding my dick deeper. I am seconds from cumming, almost about to blow deep into her mouth. I give it a final double thrust and feel myself explode.

I’m mid orgasm and turn my head as I catch my breath. I see my girlfriend out cold asleep next to me… I keep cumming as I just can’t stop. Whoever is sucking me, won’t let a drop fall. They lick me clean and pull my pants back up. I hear one of her room mate then climb back into bed.

I hear a voice “fuck your tasty…” and another voice (her other room mate”

“When is my turn?”

I have no idea which of her roommates blew me…

Morning at breakfast was awkward and exciting. Wondering which one I had face fucked.

My confession is that I dress provocatively to try and get a man to abuse me.
I’m ashamed to say it.
I don’t know how to explain how I feel properly.
I’ve always had a rape fantasy, I’ve also always had a kidnap fantasy.
The only problem is, I want it to be real. As in, not the fantasy, I want the actual kidnap & rape to be real.
I don’t want to act, I don’t want a safe word. I don’t want to be let free after he’s got what he wants.
I don’t even know why I’m trying to get this off my chest. I just need to vent.
I can’t stop thinking about it.

And pregnant women look disgusting to me🤢 Thats it.

Hey everyone happy Sunday. So I haven’t done coke in months but today I had the urge to get that super fun white powder. And I did lol. Anywhooo, im not really upset about doing it genuinely just hoping my job doesn’t do a random urine test Monday morning haha 😅. I woke up around 1:30 pm today and it’s currently 5am, I was exhausted and ready for bed already at about 6:30 before I texted my plug. But now I am wide the fuck awake, happy as can be but I’m super bored. Everyone is asleep expect for my kitty cat, she’s genuinely starting to irritate me though. She running around the house doing her zoomies and keeps doing that cute little “reow” instead of a meow, cat owners you know what I mean. This usually wouldn’t upset me but I’m trying to keep the house quiet so everyone can get the sleep they need before work in the morning. I’m so happy I don’t have work tomorrow lol. Anyway, good morning everyone reading this. I HOPE YOU HAVE AS GOOD OF A DAY AS I HAVE. ❤️ ❤️

I love my boyfriend and he treats me so well and we’ve been dating for a few months now but the other night we decided that it was time to do something sexual so he whipped his dick out but it was so small like maybe 3 to 4 inches I didn’t show him that I was disappointed and I still gave him head, but I’m worried about having sex with him. Even with guys that were bigger, I couldn’t have an orgasm easily, so I’m not sure how it’s gonna work with him

i love to "hurt" other "bad" people i dont find any satisfaction in preying on the weak but predators like rapists,pedos and abusers hurting them its what really gets my jollies off. I love when they beg and cry for mercy and trust when i say they always beg but my delima is ill do whatever needs to be done to get my next fix i use to travel for work in my teens and 20s and a few years back i watched a guy spike a girls drink in sum back alley bar in the deserts of new mexico and instead ofhaving compasion and not letting her drink it i used her as bait i let her drink i watched him follow her to her car i even let him attack i stopped him and as he struggled i saw on her face even tho she was a bit outta it id never seen such a look of terror and confussion and even though its been awhile i still find myself thinking about it and even tho i dont feel much in the realm of emotions a little part of me wonders if i shouldve acted sooner. Does it make me bad for letting her go through that even if i stopped them before anything happened.

Me and my SS have been cool with eachother but she’s always seen me as a brother and nothing more. But I’m 14 and I’m still getting horny to her especially because she’s petite and she’s been touchy with me. Also she is 18 and just got out of highschool and I took her panties and used them to jerk off but should I stop or just accept my love for her?

My mother wears the same pantyhose for days without washing them. So I go into the hamper when she finally decides to take them off and take them to my room. I get naked and sniff the feet of them and slowly move my way up to the crotch. I spread the area where it rests in her ass and sniff it while jacking off! The smell of her soiled ass makes me so hard and I cum in them thinking of tasting her dirty ass for real.

Im a genuine honest straight forward person. Im single and somewhat attractive and for some reason all I attract are taken men. No matter how many times I express that I’m not into them they happen to find me. Im gullible and stupid and they lay it on thick while I truly dont know any better in the moment. And the whole time theyre just playing games. Im getting faster at cluing the pieces together but in the moment I cant tell shit cause a girl just wants to live jfc. What is it about me thats makes taken men say yeah let me catch and release that. Im so close to nun-hood

I went by myself to perform at a club at amateur night Friday and they offered me a job at both of their locations. I went again last night to their other location and did a 40 minute vip as my first private dance after a stage set. He ended up giving me more money as I was dancing. I may go back next weekend for a full shift but I’m still losing my mind since I had never been into a club before this! I danced the whole 40 minutes 😭 missing my ex bf and horny now but hopefully I can make some money instead of being just sad and hopefully get some confidence, fucking crazy though.

is it easy for you people to forget all the time you had with your boyfriend or its just that girls are good at pretending they miss us the same as we do

I have been acting in community theatre for 3 years. This past summer I was in an adult show. When I say adult it means there was some nudity.(me).

This was a lifetime first. I the scene is my husband and I are in bed. We were both naked but under a sheet.

He is supposed to get sexual with me, kissing and touching then he gets on me and nudges my legs open. We were to mimic sex. When he got on top of me it was feeling too mechanical. When I thought that soon I had to get out of bed naked I got excited and wet. I whispered to him to “put it in me!” He looked me in the eye. I could tell he was surprised and thought I was joking. I mouthed ‘do it’

He reached down and as I felt him penetrate me I moaned. It made the scene so real. When that was done I had to get out of bed naked and walk off stage.

This was the first time ever I let myself be seen naked by strangers and obviously the first time I had sex with an audience.

After the show my stage husband asked what prompted my request. I confessed I was horny and gucking me would make it real. He confessed that my pussy felt hot, wet, tight and silky. We repeated the same thing each of the following shows but he added to the realism by cumming in me. When I exited the bed his cum ran down my inner thighs. It made the scene very real with minimal acting.

My husband if 12 years never knew I was really getting fucked for an audience every night.

We repeated that 6 nights a week for 8 weeks. A few of my friends (husbands and wives) saw the show.

Being seen naked Bd fucking by strangers was so exciting.

Five years ago my father passed away and I inherited the family riding stable and small breeding operation in Europe. It wasn’t a big place — around twenty boxes — but it was well occupied with boarders. I’ve always valued privacy. Having people coming and going onto the property whenever they felt like it started to wear on me.

So I began ending the boarding contracts one by one and shifted the focus entirely to breeding. These days the only visitors are occasional owners bringing their mares to be covered. The place is quiet, remote, and private again. Exactly how I prefer it.

Then the actual confession:

About two years ago a woman in her mid-twenties came by. She seemed genuinely taken with how secluded the farm is. During that first visit she made a few pointed, sexual comments about one of the stallions. I didn’t take them seriously at the time.

Two weeks later she booked another appointment — and arrived without a mare. She made it very clear what she actually wanted.

That single visit changed everything. She told people. Word spread. Now I regularly have women coming to the farm specifically to be with the stallions. Some film. Some don’t. The old boarding barn has been completely converted into a private studio for this purpose.

The breeding side still exists, but the business has quietly become something else entirely.

I’m not looking for judgment. Just putting it out there.

I’m 26F, a Christian, and I think I’m a lesbian. This is my first time posting on Reddit. I just don’t have anyone to talk to about this and feel like there are not many people who would understand what I’m going through. For background, I did not grow up in a Christian household. I was baptized at 21. I love God and take my faith seriously. I’m just struggling with something very specific and am looking for community that could possibly relate. I’ve been single for 6 years- my entire adult life so far. I have no desire to be in a relationship, experience physical intimacy, or get married to a man. I can look at a conventionally attractive man and agree that he is attractive, but it is purely aesthetic and I feel no sense of desire for them.

As a teenager I explored relationships with men and women. However, I only had sexual experiences with men. I never really enjoyed it all that much, but it wasn’t terrible either. I felt mostly indifferent about it. As I have reflected back all those years ago, and as an adult now, I think I got into relationships with men because that was what was easy and accessible. My mentality as a teenager was to accept the “love” that was presented to me. And that came from men. As I reflect on my teenage relationships, it was mostly just sex and company. It was like I had a friend who I did everything with, and they always wanted sex so I gave it to them but I never really cared too much about it. And after a while I would always be the one to end the relationship. I would start to feel suffocated, unappreciated, like I was just being used for sex, emotionally abused, manipulated, etc. It was never really hard for me to move on after the break up.

When I was baptized at 21, I transferred to a private Christian university. First class I had was a summer A&P course. I immediately had a crush on my professor. She was a woman in her early 30s who just graduated not too long ago and was working as a PT. I was attracted to this woman in a way that I haven’t really been towards men. I have never really struggled with feelings of lust towards a man, but I have struggled with lust towards different women on multiple occasions

I went on a mission trip not too long ago. I developed a crush pretty quickly on a woman who went as well. I felt incredibly guilty the entire time because I was there as a servant of Christ, but there I was struggling with lust once again. And it was all-consuming. My mind wasn’t on the mission, it was completely on this woman. To add to it, I felt like she might have been into me a little bit too. We got really close, made (what felt like) excuses to touch each other (tickling, massage, braiding hair, etc) we even wrestled in the water once while bathing in the river… later that week she gave me a rock in the shape of a heart. I still have it in a little box. The memories of that trip and the way I felt about her linger with me to this day. I fear I’ll never feel that way about someone again, and if I do, it will be for someone I can’t be with.

There have been other women I developed feelings for, but I don’t need to go through them all. Point is, is that there have been many women and no men that I have felt this way about. There was one guy over the past 5 years that I thought I had a crush on. But looking back, I think I just really admired and respected him as a person. I was never physically attracted to him, and could never picture myself with him sexually. I think I just wanted his validation.

I’m scared that I’ll never experience a mature relationship with a woman in my adult life because of my faith. And I feel guilty, like a bad Christian for even feeling this way and for even having this desire. I’ve been so happy, content and fulfilled in my life with Christ up until recently as I’ve been unpacking this reality

When I feel my stomach rumbling and feel it coming down in my colon, I immediately think "ohh yess it's coming!" and when I release it I feel an enormous amount of joy and pleasure like something just made me feel infinitely better. It's hard to explain but I tried my best.

M38, been with my wife 14 years...

So my wife is hot and a bit of a slut. She's always had slutty friends and her sister has always looked at me in a way that makes me question what she's thinking.

My wife has described my cock (decent size - 8 inches and cut) to one of her best friends, I've made out with the other best friend, and I know she gossips about me to her sister. They all like to press into me while we hug, which I'm not sad about haha

For the past 6 months the urge to fuck both her best friends and her sister are taking over. I love my wife and don't want to fuck things up, but also want to fuck them. I can only imagine how fun it would be given the chemistry and what they already know / how we hug...

I have this fetish on boots. I would love to meet guys who share the same interests. Someone who wears boots most especially combat shoes and would love to do activities wearing boots or combat boots. Usually soldiers, policemen, firemen guards, or lineman wearing their boots.

I have been an animal lover since as long as I can remember. I have had multiple dogs, cats, and I have rescued animals in need various times. My friends and family call me an animal whisperer. Now, I have 2 cats, and i love my cats so so so so much. I know there are parts of their body that they cant reach with their tongue to groom. Like their neck, I groom them with my tongue, i dont swallow any fur, i wash my mouth clean immediately. This habit is very compulsive for me, I dont think before I do it. I just get an instinct that I should. I have tried to stop myself, but I cant, because it's compulsive.

I’m 25 now. Back in college I was quietly in love with my classmate she is three years older, beautiful, skinny, fair-skinned. We were close. Too close. When she asked if I had feelings, I got scared and said no. Months later I still proposed. She said nothing. We only grew closer.

She told me everything. Her broken home, no father, a mother she suspected of affairs (and who suspected her the same way). How she used to watch porn in school. I listened. I comforted her. I was safe. Then she started disappearing with the seniors free periods, parks, long rides. Movie’s Whenever she felt low she still came to me. I held her while other men had her.

On the college trip she wore tight pants that showed everything. She hug me add kissed me in the bus. My friends whispered that someone would definitely fuck her that night. I was tired and slept early. I still don’t know what happened.

Days later she held my hand and said, “You’ll always be my best friend.” Then she showed me the chats, the photos, the videos her with one of the seniors in hotel rooms, and jungle. Again and again. She told me she still felt him inside her. My heart broke. My cock got hard. I went home and stroked myself to the images she had just shown me.

Later she called about another guy from Instagram. They watched porn together, fucked during holidays, until he blackmailed her with nudes and  face swapped images of her. She showed me the screenshots. By seeing that I jerked off It was amazing. I told her to block him. She did… then started sleeping with two juniors.

Her body changed. Fuller breasts. Heavier ass. She was clearly getting used regularly. I never touched her. I only listened, got hard, and stayed the boy who loved her.

She disappeared after college. Recently she married some ordinary IT guy.

Sometimes I still wonder if she ever thinks about the quiet friend who held her hand while she showed him proof of every cock that wasn’t his.

A while ago I woke up way before my FWB did and I was really turned on. I'm the end I couldn't bear lying next to him any longer without being able to touch him, so I went to his bathroom to sort myself out. Still feel kinda awkward about it and never gonna be able to tell him 😩

20F, bf is 20M. 1 yr 6mo together. what should i do? i realized today my bf might be a bit of a loser and may not be what i want for my future. i don't mean to sound so harsh. i just wish he cared about other things. i wish he had goals. he does nothing but play video games in his free time, watch youtube, or instagram reels. that is literally it. he is not willing to try anything new, ever.

i feel like my eyes were opened today when i told him how good he is at art, (i saw some of his art from high school) and i told him he has serious potential and should be taking advantage of that. he said he has absolutely no interest in even trying and that art "makes him too angry." because ocd and perfectionism. ok, i understand. i asked him if he would at least try something else, at this point just telling him straight up now instead of hinting that he only plays video games in his free time. he said "well video games is what keeps me content." i'm like "will you at least try new things in the future?" and he has absolutely 0 interest in trying anything new in life and changing his only hobby of gaming.

i mean he's loyal and i appreciate it because he's definitely not going out and partying with girls, but the thing is he doesn't even go out at all, when he has the privilege to. i struggle to go outside with agoraphobia already and i'm worried once i live with him he won't help me get out of the house at all. in fact when we hang out now he doesn't want to go outside, complains how long i take to get ready, and then always cuts our outing short and starts complaining and ruins both our moods. it's too hot, i can't keep walking, i don't want to go there. all that. one time we went to the pool after i begged and he refused to move around from the corner of the pool and he wouldn't even let me go further than 3 feet from him, he killed the entire mood. if i bring it up he gets annoyed immediately and says he's apologized now and to move on. it just irks me.

i'm a person who needs to go outside or i'll go insane, once i start staying inside my anxiety is so severe its hard to go back outside. i feel like what i need in a partner is someone who helps push me to go outside by planning outings themself and enjoying outside time with me. i feel like if i live with him he's not gonna provide that and sometimes do the opposite. i just wish he was more active. i feel like he's been dragging me down with him. i was so attracted to him, but the longer it's been the more i get annoyed just being around him. i feel like i'm just not as attracted to him right now as i was. half the things he does makes me cringe. it makes me cringe when he talks about roblox everyday, i get liking a game. but it's all he plays and talk about everyday. he talks about his online roblox friends he plays with everyday, which is mostly boys in high school which makes me cringe even more. (he also made me cut all my online friends off + real life friends.) spends hundreds of dollars on a game inside of roblox, i feel so rude saying this. it's okay to play games and spend money on them. but he spent thousands now on games he drops overtime. when that money should be saved or spent on something else. like he's in debt for college so he can't even go back until it's paid. he keeps saying he's going to go back after it's paid. and instead of paying that off, he's going to drop $1000 on a username. another thing he's into. every single social media of his is a "rare" username so he's spent a significant amount of money for every single one of his accounts, everything down to his email. he'll be telling me about some new bundle he wants to buy in a game and i tell him not to do it because he's not even gonna play the game in a few months. he says he will keep playing it, so he buys it and then proceeds to drop it in a few times. every single time. he's like a man child.

i get it we're young and it's not gonna kill you to slack off a bit now but i feel like he's never gonna change or mature. i know i sound probably just like a hater. but at this point i'm starting to grow resentment for him and the things he's done and the things i've thrown away for him. there's too many to go in detail. but i've thrown away so much with no hesitation to make him happy and feel secure. to the point sometimes when we speak i just get annoyed by his presence, when he didn't say anything wrong. and i genuinely think it's because i harbor so much resentment to him because the things he's done and now realizing today that he literally wants to do nothing with his life. he doesn't try to do anything nice or cute for me.

this is now me honestly just going on a resentment tangent

he is so lazy with our relationship. he doesn't even listen to me speak half the time because he's so invested in whatever video game he's playing that he has no clue what i said. and yes i've already broken down and went on a tangent about how he does absolutely nothing and said i would leave if it didn't change. he temporarily forces compliments after that and then it quickly goes back to the same shit. doesn't try to plan anything or make something nice for me. when i've handmade him so many things and written so many cards made from scratch, personal drawings and designs, extremely personal gifts, i went and got not one but two bears from his childhood that they don't even make anymore because it was his favorite toy. just for him to not even write one letter. it could be on a sheet of notebook paper and i would be ecstatic. i get everyones form of affection is different, but he doesn't hardly do any of them. i've communicated countless times exactly what i'd like. i have to told him so many times that i wish he would at least compliment me sometimes. it's the only reason he forces it now. i have asked him to do so many things so many times that you're supposed to do in a relationship that now when he FINALLY does them it feels completely artificial and also just annoys me because i feel like i know it's forced.

we'll be sitting in silence and he'll just start laughing loudly and say "look at this reel" every 5 minutes and it makes me just want to punch him. the only thing he does is video games, watch youtube, and instagram reels. the only thing he does for me is say "look at that reel i just sent you" and if i don't look at what he sent right away he'll say it 2-3 more times and it's so incredibly annoying and unattractive. he's literally said "look what i just sent you" 3 times while typing this. it's pissing me off so bad. and if i don't look after the third time he just forcefully shows me the stupid video which half the time is just brainrot or terrible humor and nothing useful or entertaining. like why don't you ever tell me hey look what i just sent you, and why hasn't it once been a message of appreciation, just anything. it's just stupid social media reels. i don't know of this is just a phase or what.

i feel like i'm just losing attraction and i know i sound like an asshole, but these things makes me want to leave. he is my best friend. i'm so attached. but i wish we were friends instead of dating. but i know i'd feel jealous seeing him with someone else. but why. i know i need someone who gives me more than this if i want a relationship.

For context, I'm a trans girl hiding who isn't out to anyone yet other than a few people online. I live in a conservative country so I haven't had the chance to do anything about my gender dysphoria.

About 2 months ago, I joined my college's boys hostel and I've been living here since. And oh my god, I can't resist the boys here. Like they're literally out of a movie. One guy has insane abs and every other guy is much bigger than me. If they wanted to they could literally throw me around.

I'm kind of short (not too short like 5' 6) but I'm the shortest in my friend group. I get thrown around a lot for looking feminine, and being slightly girly in my mannerisms.

So I kind of installed grindr and got on there. Met one guy who's in his final year and had sex with him like 4 times. He kind of left the college so he's not here anymore. So I met another guy on grindr and asked him to pay money for this. This man was not of the college so I didn't worry too much and I got some money out of it.

Then I met another guy on grindr and had oral sex with him yesterday. He's from my college and in his first year (postgraduate). And tbh, his dick was so heavenly and I haven't been able to stop thinking about it since yesterday.

I don't watch porn at all. But I know I crave sex because it makes me feel submissive and feminine. I can't even afford psychiatrists because of their huge fees and I'm only a college student. Even now I can only think about him.

This makes me feel like I'm ruining my life. Like I haven't been able to study at all. I barely passed midsems. Even then I can only think about guys here. I keep on chatting on grindr all day. Hate this. Even then I don't feel like I want to stop and it makes me feel worse.

This is honestly embarrassing to admit but lately I've been doing this way too often and it's starting to feel like a habit I can't stop 😭 Sometimes I tell myself I'll stop but end up doing it again anyway.

I don't even know if it's normal to be this curious about it or if other girls my age go through the same thing. Kinda nervous posting this but I really wanna know what other people think.

Reddit literally banned me for posting about this 😭 so now I'm wondering if it's really that abnormal or if people are just too embarrassed to talk about it openly?

Iam 25F and he's 28F he was a frnd of mine he was a senior and we were preparing for same gov exams and got job In same sector. So he was in a relationship for about 4 yrs he was exactly my type and had a huge crush on him since our preparation phase. I never really initiated anything but somehow last yr he got transferred to my office and now we r workin in the same office.He was extremely good lookin really tall handsome and had light eye color (I have a thing for light eye color) I slowly starred initiating things like we talked a lot through chats and in office too but I realized things were getting serious he started investing more time on me we went to secret dates and somehow our colleagues started noticing. I asked him to keep it low but he didn't care much he would publicly ask me bout the things he bought for me like "Y didn't u wear the dress I bought u". Everyone knew he had a gf and I was single never been in a relationship. So his gf started getting suspicious of us cos he would always take me along with their outings and stuff he convinces his gf to let me come too.His gf was really pretty slim and she's an engineer and I was on the chubbier side. I knew he had a thing for chubby gurls so that was an advantage.

One day he brought up marriage convos and said he wanna Marry me. I never wanted to be the side chick so I asked him to sort his relationship with his gf first he said he's trying but his gf loves him and is threatening him to suicide if he ever breaks up.I don't like this sneaky game and I said let's break up and this isn't gonna work. He started getting angry he said iam not the one who's hiding our relationship it's u. He was always so bold bout our relationship. So one day it was his bday he invited few of his frnds/colleagues me and his gf to his apartment his gf was really cold to me anyway we had a nice time I was about to leave but he stopped me and said Go later i"ll drop u. I agreed and it was getting late he wasn't dropping me off . He asked me to stay for one night his gf was also staying I said no and all his gf didn't like it anyway but he insisted so I stayed. At night he came to my room and we had sex.it was amazing until his gf came and caught us she was screaming and she slapped him and tried to slap me he grabbed her hands and slapped her back. He made her leave next day he said he wants to be with me and he doesn't want anything with his gf.i felt good.But she started threatening to suicide he didn't care anyway he asked her to do whatever she wants. And we had sex 2 more times and she was aware but she wasn't willing to break up with him. But then I realized I got pregnant by him. I wanted to abort but he said he'd suicide if I aborted his baby I was traumatised he insisted on getting married and threatened to suicide and expose everything that was goin on. I used to ask him to use protection but he said it's gonna be fine since I have pcod and I won't get pregnant easily. I was goin through a lot things were goin really fast He introduced me to his parents within 4 months of dating his parents agreed and was really fond of me . They liked me and my parents agreed too since we r both earning really well, but I somehow had a miscarriage and I told him to delay marriage. And now we r engaged about to get married soon. Lately in an emotional talk confessed to me he was trynna baby trap me so I won't leave him and be forced to marry him. That changed how I thought of him but still I love him so much and he loves me a lot too he was there for me in all my ups and down most importantly both our parents r really excited bout our marriage. Life is good now!!!!! Iam putting this here cos ik we r both wrong and wanted to get it off my chest.