Today, while sobbing my eyes out, I finally told my parent that they are the worst version of themselves when drunk. They aren’t a fun, party, have a good time drunk, they’re a fucking asshole who goes out their way to hurt people as much as possible And that as long as I’m around, they will not be bringing another bottle of alcohol into the house as they cannot handle alcohol entirely.

It truly is mind boggling to me, because they go from being a “nice” enough person, to being someone who purposely abuses others people at the drop of a dime as soon as they take a sip of alcohol.

All it took was one sip and my parents children’s lives were ruined more and more.

I don’t think “whores” are real. Like outside of no definition being agreed upon (are they sex workers, people getting trains run on them for fun weekly? Women that just have sex with their boyfriends regularly? Women with multiple ex’s?) it’s literally a slur for male behavior when women do it.

Like yes girl, don’t listen to patriarchal double standards….you have a libido… go be safe and have fun.

Men who can fuck a different woman every night…. Do. Attractive Men with sex drives that can hook up a few times a week….. do. The average man fucks every opportunity they are given.

But as soon as women’s like “yeah sex is actually pretty cool, I agree, I enjoy having it” it’s a problem lol.

I’m a man with a casual sex life. Women who know what they want sexually and are looking for the exact same thing I’m looking for….are my equals. They are literally just doing what I’m trying to do but with greater success lol.

You literally have to think women aren’t people to think it’s not dumb af to judge “whores” while not being part of some religious order that values virginity or something. (Mormons, or Muslims this isn’t about you)

I was taking a dose of Afrin, where you have to snort this liquid into your nose....

...and something in my back cracked.

Yep. I busted myself by sniffing Afrin.

I can barely move and it hurts to freakin breathe.

DaHell?

Tasted like, well, nothing.

I'm trying to be better but it is very challenging. How am I supposed to be open to alternative perspectives when I'm so sure of something? Ought I be a little uncertain of everything? People are always saying "confidence is key", not a lot of people telling me I should remain unsure of myself in order to hone my viewpoints to more productive ones.