I don't really know what to do anymore. I'm in my final year of highschool, and I'm struggling so bad academically, in my personal and social life, and in general. I have tried to pray so so many times, and do istikhara, but I always get told I'm not doing enough. I've tried to be consistent with my prayers, begged so much in them, I've even read tahajjud, with full faith.

Why doesn't anything work? I'm so stupid, I feel like I'll never get anywhere in life. My results came out today for preliminary (just learning skills, you know if you're in canada), and I have two classes where I'm progressing with difficulty (biology, and a social sciences class) the only reason this is the case, is because in biology I screwed up on my test even though I studied so so hard, and prayed for the test to go well, and i got a 61. My grade is at a 70, I need to get it in the 90s, its only the second month of school right now, I don't know what to do. For the social sciences class, the only reason is because I didn't get to finish an in-class assignment.

Besides that, I spend most of my days alone, sacrifice my breaks to study, and even my nights, staying up late to make sure my stuff is top notch. At this point I'm sort of rambling in this post, but I'm so tired.

I don't have any friends I can turn to either, and Muslim girls I thought were my friends turned on me, and bullied me extremely, making me anxious to even go to school.

I don't know what to do anymore. At times, it's hard to even just be here, but I try to keep my faith up. However, whenever I pray more regularly, it all gets a bit worse, and it's just so so much, I can't handle everything anymore. Things aren't getting any better, and even though I pray with so much belief, I don't really see my duas being accepted.

Yesterday I was praying in general to Allah to protect my family and the ummah from terminal illness. Later while I was trying to search up something on my WhatsApp, I came across my old neighbour's number. We haven't contacted each other for 2 or 3 years.

I just dropped her a salam text. We chatted a bit and she seems to be in a difficult situation with her husband diagnosed with cancer. She has a 2 year old kid. She doesn't have a job right now. Both of them are in their hometown for the treatment.

Please include them in your prayers for immediate cure from cancer. In Sha Allah 🤍

Assalamu aleikum everyone, this is the first time in my life that I am requesting dua. I am going through an existential crisis for 2 months now and its not getting any better. I have constant anxiety and panic attacks, I keep praying to Allah that he shows me a sign but I havent seen anything so far. I am just terrified of my entire existence and the existence of the universe itself. I keep thinking that what if there is no Allah, even though I lived my entire life believing. I was never practicing and I lived a terrible lifestyle, so maybe it has just caught up to me. I also live in a country without a single mosque (not exaggerating) and thus I have noone to talk to irl. Please make dua for me.

Salam everyone,

​I sat for my Math paper today, and it was a total nightmare. I’ve sacrificed so much sleep for this paper, and it was demoralizing how tough it was.

​I’m retaking this exam for the second time, and I'm just so drained. All I ask is for your prayers/duas so I can get a passing grade, get into my dream course next year, and finally move forward.

​Please keep me in your prayers 🙏

Ps i literally cried in the middle of the paper🤣🥲