I was 13. We moved in with my mom's bf. I'm an adult now.

He pressured me to tell him if I stole perks in person shower. Then told me it was ok for me to show him. I feel ashamed because he got me alone a lot and ended up doing everything. I never told. I want to vent/talk about it sometimes.

I’m so pissed that my abuser got away with it and that the people who knew/know or who suspected/suspect continue to bypass or ignore it, pretend it didn’t happen, or act like I’m crazy.

I’m pissed that I’m the only person in my life who has to deal with every single fucking aspect of having experienced this and that I have to keep living with it, all on my own.

I’m pissed that I’ll never just be normal. I’m pissed that I can’t date, connect, or be fulfilled with just any random person.

I’m just so, so angry at the fucking world tonight. Ughhhhhh 😩😩😩

Thanks for listening.