r/HPPD • u/Large_Asparagus7022 • 17h ago
Rant/Vent I want to die right now
This needs to improve or I don’t know how I can keep going. I couldn’t even work rn if I wanted to. I have the most intense head pressure / tightness / tingling electrical sensations all throughout the day. In DPDR. Tension headaches. My life was pretty normal despite minor visuals and depression 6 days ago. I’m in more of a hell than I was on first onset. I don’t really have any emotional support, i’m neurodivergent. It’s been a painful last 6 days and I really wish god would take me out of my misery one way or another. And If i do recover idk how i won’t have ever lasting trauma from this and medication. Recreational drugs did it to me the first time and pharmaceutical drugs did it to me the second time. I’m sick.