What do I do😭
I have the grades to get into the best sixth form and college around my area but I cannot decide my subjects or which to go to.
1) There are pros and cons to both and im aiming high uni wise so grades are something im willing to work for.
I went to the college open day and I loved the campus, teachers, student life, and offered subjects/enrichments. However, it is highly independent work. I asked about and i was told that I could set up one-to-one meetings with teachers if I don't understand something which im happy about. I'm willing to work alone + the college has emphasis on prep for independent life which i like. I enjoyed walking around the town (i got lost), it had a lot of shops and markets but the bus station was difficult to find + have to walk through a dodgy underground as a girl. The travel isn't ideal since the bus was 15 mins late there and there's barely any crossings on a busy road which can be a bit daunting especially in the dark when im walking home. The journey there to the college door will take 20-40 mins. I grew up in a family of commuters so I'm not too bothered. + the library is my fav place with nice study spaces. If I get bored of the school one then I could go to another 5 mins away.
Overall, it will be more difficult but I think I'd be happier.
Sixth form is close to me (10-20 min walk) which is useful but the area is so boring with nothing to do. Even if there was, I wouldnt be let out of the sixth form anyway since you cant leave the area during the school day. It's also quite small and modern whereas the college is like a preserved historical place which i certainly prefer in vibes and space. Sixth form's class sizes are way smaller (max 15 ppl even for popular subjects) and the environment is way more supportive and academically driven with mock interviews in prep for uni, personalised forms where they help with personal statements, interventions and opportunities like global trips (really wanna do), and general UCAS stuff. You will basically have your hand held every step of the way with personalised support and close relationships with teachers. I'll flourish academically. I'll have friends from secondary which will be helpful when I just start and dk anyone else. The library is nicer but it's attached to main school where there is always someone there and never quiet. Both schools have a free fitness suite and hall. The sixth form im already familiar with so i wont get lost but tbh it's basically impossible to get lost there bc it's small. But i really prefer the trips offered -> NY, Iceland, Austria, etc.
Overall, it will be easier and I'll be more confident in my studies but I dont think I'll be fulfilled mentally (I have a history of mental health issues).
2) The section will be shorter – I promise!!
I want to go into psychology and im open to different areas of it. Preferably, I'd work with endangered youth in inpatient wards before moving on to something calmer once im older and have experience.
My og options were psych, socio, crim which would just have too much overlap and restrict my options so I quickly got rid of it. If i want to also work with troubled youth then I can just take a seperate official online qualification. I decided to add bio in there since I've heard it's prefered. It would have been psych, socio, bio. THEN, I thought 'what if I dont wanna go into psych specifically?'...
I don't wanna be restricted in my options later on if I decide to stray from social science. Switched socio for English which I love and have the highest grades so far - my teacher also tried recommending me to take lit as a level.
This leads to my dilemma school wise. I feel like lit would be too much for me and lang isn't as strong as my lit. I've come to the conclusion that combined english would be ideal since I also started writing a draft for a book which I want to finish in the next 2-3 years. It will be a mix so it's not gonna get too mentally tiring for me – a combination of creativity and analysis+ i love coursework. Problem is that the sixth form doesn't offer it. Fine. I will have to do with jst eng lit if i go sixth form.
Decided on psych, eng, bio.
Biology is hard. Really hard. It's fine at GCSE since it's the only science I excelled in but ik it's gnna be VERY different at a level. I'd likely get a lower grade in it since getting an A in bio seems a bit unrealistic with my capabilites (im better at english, rs, psych, hsc... Basically jst essay based subjects).
Would unis prefer to see high grades in not as respected subjects or a slightly lower one in a respected one?
My options are:
Psych, eng, sociology
Psych, eng, bio
I'm also gonna take an EPQ and maybe Core maths depending on my results. I do online qualifications already and I plan to continue with that.
Help me decide pls😔😔