r/SeriousConversation • • Mar 08 '19

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r/SeriousConversation • • 2h ago

Opinion Do people eventually start taking their partners for granted in long-term marriages?

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I always thought my aunt and uncle had a good marriage. Something I witnessed recently made me question that.

Growing up, I always considered my aunt and uncle a good example of a married couple. They seemed to have a stable relationship, and I never really questioned it.

Recently, I traveled with my aunt back to her home after she spent a week visiting our side of the family. The experience made me look at their relationship very differently.

It was a six-hour journey on a non-AC bus. My aunt has severe motion sickness and was physically ill several times during the trip. By the time we arrived, she was exhausted and dehydrated.

Her family knew when we were arriving, but nobody was home. There was no food prepared, and there wasn't even rice in the kitchen. Despite the condition she was in, she ended up having to cook almost immediately.

When the rest of the family returned, nobody seemed particularly concerned about how she was doing. Nobody asked about the journey or whether she needed to rest. Her side of the bed was covered in a week's worth of laundry, apparently waiting for her to deal with.

Then, within a couple of hours of getting home, my uncle asked her to prepare some snacks for him. He had been resting in his study while she hadn't had a proper break since arriving.

I found the whole thing strange, to be honest.

I'm not talking about who should do which household chores or whether couples should follow traditional or modern roles. Every household works differently, and if two people are happy with their arrangement, that's their business.

What I don't understand is how someone can see their partner physically exhausted and unwell and not think to ask them to sit down and rest. Even if one person normally handles most of the household work, surely there are situations where the other person steps in without having to be asked.

What made this more surprising was that I'd always thought of them as a good couple. It made me wonder how much you can actually tell about a marriage from the outside.

They also have a son, and I couldn't help wondering what he takes away from seeing these interactions. Children inevitably observe how their parents treat each other, even when nobody sits them down to explain anything.

I'm aware that I don't know everything that happens between them, and I'm not going to conclude that their entire marriage is bad based on one experience. But what I witnessed was difficult to reconcile with the image I'd had of their relationship for years.

For those who have been married for a long time, is this kind of behaviour common? Do people gradually start taking their partners for granted because certain responsibilities become routine? Or am I reading too much into one incident?


r/SeriousConversation • • 15h ago

Serious Discussion Is it just me, or does Instagram actively shove gooner content?

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I used to use Instagram as one of my avenues to stay connected with IRL friends, but I've recently stopped using it because there's just too much gooner content that gets shoved at me. Even when I try to tell the algorithm that it's not what I want to see by means of liking and bookmarking a shit-ton of cute matcha cafe photos or nature photography, the app somehow finds a way to sneak in half-naked women or women wearing very skimpy outfits into my home feed recommendations and explore page. It's like the app wants me to see that stuff, so I just decided to pull the plug. Wondering if this has been anyone else's experience.


r/SeriousConversation • • 4h ago

Opinion Constantly finding a sense of belonging is our purpose

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I have spent a long time wondering what I really want from life. Happiness is just a word. Joy feels good, but only for a moment. Even "good" ends up being average, and "bad" can be fun but comes with guilt. None of these gives a lasting answer.
The one thing that seems to fit most of these boxes is a sense of belonging. When you put your head down and build a career, that sense slowly grows. People start to need you, and being needed is comforting. I think that is what we are really after.
This is also why wealth appeals to people. The richer you get, the harder it is for anyone to make you irrelevant. The opposite shows the same thing: nothing breaks a person faster than making them feel ostracised.
A Rolls-Royce means nothing on a barren island. In the same way, doing your job well when no one is watching feels empty. We need society to reward us, accept us, and keep validating us.
I believe that is our ultimate purpose.

We pick up small validations, like cracking a joke or watching a movie, because they give us something to discuss later. Maybe not today, but I anticipate that two years from now, it might make for a useful conversation that buys me that sense of belonging. Being cool is like a premium subscription to belonging.
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It's just a thought I had. Worth sharing?

The last line itself reflects a fear of being rejected and, deep down, a fear of being ostracised. Thinking more about it will mostly drive me insane. I see it everywhere.


r/SeriousConversation • • 1h ago

Opinion I'm genuinely curious!!

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Is social media helping us build genuine relationships, or is it changing how we connect with people and pressuring us to form friendships in certain ways?


r/SeriousConversation • • 5h ago

Serious Discussion Why is this generation feeling lonely?

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Why does this generation feel lonely that ever , it’s like you’re surrounded by people and things but you still feel alone. I’m i the only one feeling this or it’s worldwide?


r/SeriousConversation • • 34m ago

Serious Discussion When does talking about what gives your life meaning come across as judging other people?

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I've been interested in technology and gaming hardware since I was a kid. I love the technology, and I'm also aware of its limitations.

For me, working on something useful or helping someone feels better than spending hours playing games or watching sports. There are things to be fixed and a world to make better. The human mind is a terrible thing to waste, and we have limited time. I don't want to spend my life distracted from that.

I don't think there's anything inherently wrong with sports or video games. What I question is letting entertainment take up so much of your life that it becomes the life you're living. I think that's worth talking about.

But when someone says they feel this way, it can come across as "I am more self-aware than everyone else" or "your life is meaningless." That's a very different claim from "this no longer feels meaningful to me, and I'd rather do something else." I don't think expressing that feeling automatically makes someone arrogant or insincere.

Where do you draw the line? What makes a conversation about purpose sound like an honest personal realization, and what makes it sound like looking down on others? And for people who find real meaning in gaming or sports, what do you think someone with my perspective is missing?


r/SeriousConversation • • 5h ago

Serious Discussion Is it bad to go into statistics as a hobby if you’re not into deriving data patterns and predicting?

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However, you’re interested in the statistical methods that power them?

In short, for example if you’re reading a research paper in psychology, is it fine to only like the statistics part and not psychology?

You’re not into deriving data patterns and predicting per se nor are you interested in any domain, but you like figuring out how people do these things correctly. You like understanding how a result is accurate and how much skepticism and critical thinking go into choosing the right method and figuring out if the result is lying to you. You like reading about the dilemmas on choosing what method to use being posted on this subreddit, however you hate finding patterns and predicting because you’re not into uncovering new information and predicting something. You just like the journey that gets you there.

You also like reading research methodologies found in psychology research papers and love hearing how every topic discussed in psychology is backed by empirical evidence, despite not being into psychology, which drove you to statistics in the first place. You wanted to study statistics because it helps us verify if something should be believed or not. You want to know what every statistical method is and why they do their thing properly, not find out new things about a domain of knowledge.

Statistics projects like making AI, doing machine learning, etc feel horrible to do since you don’t wanna build a product


r/SeriousConversation • • 12h ago

Opinion Sell me on the concept of marriage.

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I've noticed that even while being totally in love with someone, marriage just.. doesn't really cross my mind. And furthermore I've never really been one to agree with the "date to marry" mantra. I see no point in ever getting married and it feels like more trouble than its worth, even considering the economic benefits which seem situational at best, and potentially life-ruining should the marriage go wrong at worst.

To give a little bit of background on myself, I'm 20M with no religious affiliation whatsoever, which probably accounts for most of my apathy towards this topic, but I don't really see a reason to go through with it even on a secular basis. With this said, I still want to hear some arguments in favor of marriage, because it honestly feels like I'm missing something, considering every group from virtually every culture engages in some form of it.

TL;DR, whats so cool about marriage?


r/SeriousConversation • • 18h ago

Serious Discussion Is there any SAFE way to fix being totally blinded by even the dimmest light at night?

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My sister doesn't have the ability to get a car, so I usually pick her up from work. But with it getting later in the year, it's usually almost completely dark, or just straight up completely dark by the time I pick her up. And headlights and street signs render me completely incapable of seeing anything around them. Not just the LED fog light bulbs that shouldn't be getting used as headlights, but anything. I drove past a beater that looked like it was more rust than metal, with only one super dim headlight, and even THAT was enough for me to be unable to see anything on the sides of the road.

So like, my visual contrast is complete dogshit at night. Is there any way to fix this?


r/SeriousConversation • • 1d ago

Gender & Sexuality What is gender dysphoria exactly and how does it relate to being transgender?

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I'd like to discuss in good faith, because i honestly don't get it.

One could counter simply by "i never experienced xyz so i'd never get it".

But there's tons of stuff i haven't experienced, and never will, but i still "get" it.

Body dysmorphia and eating disorders, for example, i "get". But gender dysphoria? I don't understand. To me it makes zero logical sense, because how would a 5 year old kid just "know" they're "the wrong gender" and thus need to transition?

Please don't take this as a malicious post. As a libertarian, i fully support trans folk doing and living however they want. But the question still remains. I want to understand it all, but i'm not able to!


r/SeriousConversation • • 1d ago

Serious Discussion stop stressing over the things you can't control.

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I know this is much easier said than done, but I've realized that so much of my stress comes from me trying to control the things that are out of my hands.

I can spend hours worrying about what other people think about me, whether I made the right choice, what might happen tomorrow, or replaying conversations over and over. None of that changes the outcome. It just steals time and peace from the present.


r/SeriousConversation • • 19h ago

Serious Discussion Are people naturally bad?

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Lately I have been wondering this and I am writing this before I chose a Reddit thing to post it on, so let’s see who future me picks. Anyways,

I have noticed throughout my life that there are some people who stick out to me as people with this sort of aura to me that feels like they were just born a good person. I haven’t seen them be mean to anyone, and again, it’s just this general feeling that I have that some people are born good, and some are born bad.

I am not at all saying that lives are predetermine, but what makes a person bad? What gives them the idea that doing something evil will get them something good? Does someone just wake up one day and go “Hey, let’s go bully some children today!” I myself have bullied someone, but immediately after I wondered why I did that. What do I get out of berating someone for something a lot of the times they cannot control?

At first I wondered about how people are mean because of their parents, or the people they are with, but then who made them bad? Why do we enjoy the ideas of hurting someone because of a skincolor or gender or else wise? (I am writing this very late, so bear with me)

My main question is how can people believe that doing something that will hurt someone or something make any part of thier own lives better? Why don’t more people have just..empathy? I know this post is kind of all over the place, but I do want to know the though process of just being mean or bad


r/SeriousConversation • • 9h ago

Religion Sharing worldview - World is a Labyrinth of Mysteries

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Two years ago I was a skeptic. I thought world is rational and that's all.

Then I have read "The Magus" and it awakened my childhood memories of being fascinated by mystery. The passion for mystery reignited in me.

I felt it strange. My skepticism had nothing to do with this passion. The urge of irrationality doesn't make sense in rational world. Still it exists.

I thought of it a lot and here is the summary of these thoughts. If something resonates in you, I would be happy to read your comments (or you are welcome to DM me).

Our world is not a plain, it is a labyrinth. The only possibility of labyrinth is to walk and search for exit. The only possibility of world is to search for God presence.

Mysteries are kind of the hidden rooms of the world. You don't know what is hidden there, but anything unknown may hide the presence of God.

Walking this labyrinth is my spiritual journey. I feel like searching for mysteries, weirdness and unknown makes my life meaningful. I learn to be fascinated of the world. I learn to believe in God.


r/SeriousConversation • • 1d ago

Serious Discussion Based on your life experience, what percentage of people do you think are genuinely capable of being good friends?

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My father is 70 years old now, and throughout his life, he’s always been an incredibly kind and helpful person. He’s always been there for his friends and helped people whenever he could, often without expecting anything in return.

But over the years, he’s become increasingly bitter and disappointed in people, especially when it comes to friendships.

He often tells me how few genuine friends there really are. Some people he has helped countless times over the years don’t even bother to pick up the phone and give him a call just to see how he’s doing.

It’s not that he expects people to repay him for everything he’s done. But after all those years of being there for others, it hurts to realize that some of them apparently don’t care enough to even make a simple phone call.

This has made me wonder:
Based on your own life experience, what percentage of people do you think genuinely have the character, empathy, loyalty, and willingness to be a good, reliable friend?

I’m particularly interested in hearing from older people who have experienced friendships over several decades.
Have you become more cynical about friendships as you’ve gotten older, or have your experiences been different?


r/SeriousConversation • • 18h ago

Religion The whole of mankind has been a search for Eden.

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As a preface, I know some may not exactly agree with the conclusion I come to, so I ask for some civility, all I bring is a general observation on human history. And this will be long winded.

I had a thought when reading about philosophy, art, politics, and religion, I consider myself to be a rather pious Christian, though with a mind just open enough to where I think my brains have not fallen out quite yet, I have been reading some G. K. Chesterton lately and that has brought me to several thoughts that I would like to share. The big one is on the nature of all things, but especially a sentiment I have observed in every age, though I speak in matters of philosophical and not historical terms, that being that there is in each heart, a longing for the primordial youth of the world, one that has defined all romance, poetry, and struggle since this unhappy lot of man kind has begun walking the earth.

Thinking back, I do not go as so far as to say that this has been the conscious struggle of every person, but it has been something in our past that I think signifies something greater. The earliest religions and philosophies, to my understanding have held that the world is in a state of fallenness, the Epic of Gilgamesh takes place in a time that was ancient to the most ancient of civilization, Hinduism posits a return to an ideal state, one that was timeless and primordial before creation, the Greeks posited at first there was pure essence of love as being, and thus began an age of chaos that was made ordered by the titans and gods and tamed to being by heroes of a golden age. For the purposes of this conversation, I will use the ethos that made the society I live in, because I think it to be the most true, and most defining for the present age, and that is this idea of Eden, of an ordered earthly and primordial paradise that predates sin entering to the world where man once walked alongside God, where nature, in her infancy as the sister to man, had her features named as virtues, each animal and tree bestowed some ancient and forgotten title of being that was its true first name. And in this state was a strange peace and beauty to the world, a world without suffering as it were. Yet man, in his voracious ingratitude had become a fallen creature, cast out from the garden in the infancy of the world, to suffer by the sweat of his brow and the strain of his feet in the mud. Ever since this supposed spring, we have been reaching back towards a garden that was.

This sentiment of longing for the primordial youth of the world has manifested itself in, honestly everything. I always found it strange how the most left leaning or progressive ideologies are often spoken of in terms of returning to a natural state, the anarchists wishing to return to a period before organized religion or state structures, or how often I hear others talk about a supposed communal state that existed before commerce brought with it a sort of decay to the natural order. On the other end of the spectrum, obviously there are reactionary ideas of returning to a pre modernity, or if you go to the extreme right, how you find a neopagan movement seeking to return to a likewise ancient state of worshiping old gods, before the cosmopolitanism and supposed weakness of Christendom spread, its why the Nazis had a strong neopagan sentiment. In this, I am not making a value judgement of either side of the political spectrum, only noting how both want the same kind of thing, a return to a supposed ideal before something corrupted society, a return to the natural order, both aim to be a progression of society by also being ironically, rather reactionary, no one believes that their aim is to regress society, but all seem to want a return to an ideal. Likewise, this can be seen in philosophy, Rousseau being the obvious example with his idea of a noble savagery before the corruption of society, or a lot of the libertine leanings of Romantic poets in the early 19th century of trying to get back to nature, or Simone de Bouvoire's notion of authenticity, that is being most true to the natural condition. Or on a more personal note, how many who suffered in childhood often feel cheated of what should have been, often rightfully so, they know as a fact that their childhood cannot be altered, but there is often a wish for a return, for an Eden that could have been so, if only the fall had not come so early.

These observations, of varying types have led me to several conclusions, the first being that the Christian doctrine of original sin seems self-evident, there is clearly something wrong with the world for people to commit such evil, we are all in want of washing. The second, though less verifiable by empirical metric, but seems to nonetheless be the case, it is very easy to accept that there is a notion that the world is in a fallen state, or at least, a good portion of the world, many of which are in no way related to each other, whether Hindu, Christian, Buddhists, or pagan seem to believe this is so, in the ancient Eden of Communists the garden was an orchard that provided, in the Eden of the Nazis, the garden was one of ancient and grotesque and gnarled oaks to which sacrifices and festivals were made to Odin and Thor, it seems so strange to me that such radically different world views, one that viewed the material without spiritual considerations and one that viewed the spiritual without material accountability came to the same strange conclusion that the right place for man was in a garden, a garden that we have been cast out of.

This brings me to what some might rightfully consider the worst or best part of my observation, that the Christian ethos was the thing that broke off from this notion towards a different ideal. The pagan philosophers of antiquity had held that the world was once in an ideal age and now was irreparably broken, to Plato, Atlantis had drowned, and to Aristotle the golden age of heroes had long since passed into shadow, and in Christendom, Eden had indeed drowned, but the resurrection was the eucatastrophe of all history, it is what turned from the lamentation of the philosophers into something more positive, it recognized that Eden could not be returned to, because the infancy of the world had ended, instead there was the New Jerusalem to march towards, a kingdom at hand, a battle to be won, a future without ceasing in spite of a finite and fallen past. Christ was the new Adam as the world was being made anew through him, it was this core doctrine of theology, that Christ as the redemptor mundi that broke from man's wanton search for Eden, because now there was something better to go towards, one with all the enjoyment of Eden, but one that would not fall. This brings me to what first brought on this thought, that being the Slav Epic series of paintings by Alphonse Mucha. The first in this series depicts a sort of primordial fear, of terror by the ancient pagan deities standing over a shriveling early humanity in a more ancient darkness, but there was light on the horizon, the middle painting out of the twenty was of Jan Hus preaching, of a declaration and fight against a tyranny for the truth that had to come out and behind him a tapestry of St. George slaying the dragon, a symbol of the sin of the world with its wide maw engulfing the heavens that must be stood against, and the final, the Apotheosis, a transfiguration of the material into the divine, a change in the essence of man heralding something anew, not a return to either primordial joy or terror, but something magnificent, ancient, and novel. It is this oldest idea, one that I believe every soul knows at heart to be true, though we wish to deny, that there is no return to Eden, that seems to be the most revolutionary sentiment in history, and it is so revolutionary because it is the oldest, things can only ever grow old because they become anew at each turn, the oldest trees are always growing and taking new forms, each mother acts as if her child is the first, and with each person, a new world and a new heaven is given, but it is on all of us to march towards the New Jerusalem, because it is far more ancient and greater than the old Eden.


r/SeriousConversation • • 5h ago

Culture For an age of social enlightenment, why does Taylor Swift have more fans than Naomi Klein.

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Can't expect change when the message keeps getting watered down down by people who game visibility first and foremost. Same shit different decade.


r/SeriousConversation • • 1d ago

Serious Discussion Why are some people seemingly incapable of loving someone deeply?

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Why do some people seem so detached from love, as if they don’t experience it as deeply as other people do? Even when they’re in a relationship it seems like they are incapable of loving someone deeply


r/SeriousConversation • • 2h ago

Serious Discussion Your face will show whether or not you took care of your health

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I'm 24. At the age of 19 l made a conscious decision to start taking care of my health by being mindful of what I eat and don't eat, drink and don't drink, wear and don't wear, among other things. I'm happy to have had my awakening young since it'll allow me to make better decisions early on and preserve my health and youth as time goes by. And while this is a huge blessing, I can't help but think about how there's a dark aspect to it, too: the fact that other people who don't take care of their health are going to have the consequences of their decisions be physically visible.

When you're a child, teenager, or in your 20s, you can eat complete garbage and drink like there's no tomorrow and basically "get away" with it, at least in the sense that it's not really going to show on your face. A 25 year old who eats very healthy and a 25 year old who eats fast food for breakfast, lunch, and dinner can look more or less equally healthy and attractive. But as you approach your 30s, and especially your 40s, it's really going to start to show who took care of their health and who didn't. This is a really eerie, cold realization to come face to face with, even if you're the person who took care of themselves. It's sort of like having a bucket of ice water thrown into your face waking you up to the fact that some of the people you know and love are going to start having major health problems while you're going to be thriving. It feels sad and unfair. And it's a kind of consequence that largely can't be reversed. Sure you can start making better choices at any moment, which is great, but you can't fully undo 20 years of bad food and alcohol consumption. Needless to say, it's not a very pleasant thought. But that's just how it is, and there's not much you can do about it.


r/SeriousConversation • • 1d ago

Serious Discussion How do you learn to regulate intense emotions as an adult?

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For those who feel emotions deeply or get overwhelmed by their feelings, how have you learned to regulate them as an adult?

How do you allow yourself to feel your emotions without letting them consume you?

I'd love to hear about the techniques, habits, or resources that have genuinely helped you. I'm not looking to suppress my emotions, just learn how to manage them better.


r/SeriousConversation • • 1d ago

Serious Discussion How do people live with themselves for the horrible things they've done

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Many people have done wrong as kids, teens and adults. Done things they shouldn't have done, said things they've shouldn't have done, acted in ways they shouldn't acted. Many people have made foolish choices, acted out, throwing tantrums, online and offline. They way they're acting is ridiculous, however it's sad that when some people have self-awareness they have to live them down. Some actions are worse than others. Sadly actions have consequences. Many people are ridiculed for their actions. Again it's sad. Some of us KNEW better and did wrong.

Even when people seek forgiveness, apologize, make amends, find God, it doesn't erase the damage they've done. It follows you sadly.

Why would someone be friends or willing to forgive someone else for what they did? Why should someone forgive themselves? It feels like excusing bad behavior, especially if you were a cheater or a bully...


r/SeriousConversation • • 1d ago

Culture Has anyone else found it easier to socialize with people outside their own ethnic or cultural background?

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I’m not sure if this is the right subreddit to post this.

I'm a Hispanic male, and I grew up in a Hispanic enclave in the southwestern United States. For most of my life, I considered myself a nerd and an introvert, which contrasted with many of my school and community peers.

I did not live my adolescence in full isolation, since I had a small, close-knit group of friends with similar hobbies and interests. To say that I was ostracized would be a complete exaggeration, but I was never able to make any more friends beyond the friends I already had, and I was also a target for teasing and mild bullying at school. Additionally, my dating life was virtually nonexistent because I didn't feel compatible with any girls in my school/community, and many of them found me odd because of my introverted personality and geek interests.

It was not until I moved out for college into a more predominantly white region that I was able to get my first girlfriend, who is white, and my social life also steadily increased. I don’t think I have any self-hatred towards other Hispanic people, but I find it interesting that I was able to make more friends with people who are not from the same social, cultural, and socioeconomic background as me.
It’s ironic because family members told me that I would be socially miserable in a college with a small Hispanic population, which did not end up being the case.

Has anybody else experienced something similar like this?


r/SeriousConversation • • 1d ago

Serious Discussion Perversion/psychology of cartoons?

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TW: CSA/CSAM

I saw a tonight post about Ren & Stimpy's creator being a pedo.. and while I did not explore that topic, it reminded me that when we were like 8/9, my childhood best friend said that cartoon was perverted. I can remember him saying more or less that there are cartoons that are made to awaken/introduce those topics to children, something to that effect. Fast forward 20 years later, He is in prison for... you guessed it.

So my question- Was he already like that, That young? Was he Too aware for his own good? Did it work on him? wtf?

there are many details omitted from this post, but No I don't sympathize with him AT ALL. He should rot.

this is pretty crazy in hindsight because we were 8 years old!


r/SeriousConversation • • 1d ago

Serious Discussion What’s Behind It?

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What’s Behind It?

Why do we do this?

Let’s say someone gives me money or food out of kindness, and I accept it because I genuinely need it.

Later, he starts giving food to 100 people. Ten of them give something in return, like a fruit or vegetable grown in their gardens.

The following week, he feeds another 100 people, and this time, 50% of them give something back.

Eventually, 99% of the people start giving something in return.

Now, two things might happen:

  1. The 99% look down on the 1%. They think they’re better simply because they gave something back, even though the remaining 1% genuinely have nothing to offer.
  2. The giver starts expecting something in return from the 1%. He initially offered food as charity, but now he demands something in return, even though he can still afford to help those who have nothing to give.

So, what’s happening here beneath the surface?

Where else do we see this same pattern playing out in real life?


r/SeriousConversation • • 1d ago

Serious Discussion Is fear keeping you comfortable?

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I'm not talking about being chased by a goose. That's a perfectly reasonable fear. I'm talking about the ordinary fears. Uncertainty. Change. Letting something matter enough that it could go wrong. The chance that trying will rearrange the life we've gotten used to.

I've noticed that the stronger the want, the louder the fear tends to get. We can want something so badly that not getting it feels unbearable. And getting it can be just as frightening. What if it isn't what we pictured? What if it costs us the version of life that feels safe, even if safe has started to feel small?

So we stay where we are. We keep the desire theoretical. That way it can't disappoint us. And it can't ask anything of us either. The fear does its job. It keeps the familiar intact.

Lately I've been asking myself what's underneath that fear. And sometimes, it's the desire itself. The possibility that another way of living might be waiting for us.

The fear isn't wrong about the uncertainty. And sometimes what we already have really is worth protecting. But in trying to hold on to what's familiar, we can also keep ourselves from discovering what else might be possible. Not every fear needs to be pushed through. Some are there for a reason. But others might be worth getting curious about before we let them make our decisions for us. We don't get to know how it turns out before we try. That's the part no one can skip.

Have you ever realized, after the fact, that something you were avoiding was actually something you wanted? What was the fear protecting?"