r/recoverywithoutAA • u/Fit-Comedian3612 • 10h ago
Starting suboxone tomorrow to quit 7-OH
I have never taken suboxone before, or had an opioid problem before 7. Before anyone gets on me about the subs… this is my last resort. I’ve tried quitting handful of times, WD always lasts over a week before I can’t take it anymore and I give in. I’ve maxed out all of my credit cards. At least my insurance will cover the subs, it won’t cover 7. I’m terrified of being dependent for life, but at this point I’ve had to accept that I will not get off 7 any other way.
Everyone says something very different about PWD. I’m scared. I can’t really afford to feel like shit longer than a day, that’s another thing, if I miss one more day of work over this I’m gonna lose my job. I just wanna feel normal again. The doctor only prescribed 16 mg a day for 7 days, but I do have another appt in 4 days. I have no clue how I’m really supposed to take it, doctor wasn’t really clear and made it seem like I should just take two a day. Idk what I should start with, or at what intervals I should increase it, or how long I should give it before going for more, or what to do if I do end up with PWD. I pray that doesn’t happen. I’ve resorted to this bc I cannot take the suffering anymore.
I’ve got clonidine, Ativan, and hydroxyzine to curb any extra suffering. I’m a little nervous bc I know I’ll wanna take the Ativan but doctor made it seem like I only have to worry about increased side effects, not my heart stopping or anything. I’m totally in need of some sleep if it knocks me out, but I have no clue what my limit should be before I risk harming myself from taking both.
Everyone says 12-24 hours. That’s a huge gap. I’m so afraid of not waiting long enough. And if that happens, how long will I suffer? What do I do? How can I be sure that doesn’t happen to me? At what point can I know I’m gonna be okay by if 1) I experience no PWD, or if 2) I do experience PWD. Like will I be okay in 24, 36, 48, 72 hours after my last 7 dose? I just took my last. Hopefully. Trying to get over it this weekend so I don’t miss anymore work.
Any guidance or experience is appreciated. Always had addiction problems, never anticipated my DOC would be an opioid.