I loved it so much. Especially the sharks 🦈

Just a shy awkward goth femboy little tryin to be cute 🖤🖤🤭

I understand why I need to wash it, but my favorite thing about my blankie is to be able to sniff it while I suck my finger. I love it when it smells of me, but it loses that smell in the washing machine. ):

I recently got back from a trip and I had to wash my blankie, so I'm a little sad about not being able to sniff my blankie to sleep. Does anyone else suffer when washing your blankies? ):

Home isn't a place.

Home is wherever Mommy and I are together.

This woman can read me in a split second glance. 1 look tells her how I feel, what I need.

The way she holds me, allows and encourages me to be small, insists on taking care of me despite my stubbornness and pride.

Background:

On the outside I'm very much the epitome of masculinity. Parentified at 8 years old, alot of bad stuff happened and living independently before I was legally an adult at 17. I'm tall, broad, muscular, bearded, heavily tatted, the boss and company standard at work and the pillar of my social circles.

With her... the world goes quiet. I find peace. Being in her arms, her telling me shes proud of me, kissing my head when I'm falling asleep, correcting my bratty attitude and taking control from me brings me more joy and comfort than any accolade or achievement. I get adored, spoilt, teased, praised, encouraged, corrected and tormented. 😋

I like being in this sub despite mainly being a lurker. I have a habit of deleting posts since there have been some awful comments.

I'd love to eventually make some little friends since its all still new to both of us. Am rambling, its late and now hungry.

If you managed to read this far you get a cookie 🍪

I love you Mommy. Thank-you for choosing me to be your little one ♡

We are watching ParaNorman.

I want the gold hello kitty, kuromi, and cinnamaroll soooo bad

Home sick from work today so I doodled a herd of milkshake themed moos ☺️ Mint Chocolate Chip, Cookie Dough, Hot Fudge Sundae, and Strawberry. Plus a little calf that can be plain vanilla.

I recently broke up with my partner…more specifically they broke up with me.

He was also my Daddy. My first and only. I’m suffering.

I left a lot of my stuffies and other little stuff at the flat because i associate it all with him. He bought me them and I didn’t want to carry those associations with me.

But now I’m on my own. And I have nothing. What do I do now? I have no peace. Ive never had a break up feel so wretched. I’m untethered and lost.

I can’t even talk to anyone about it or try and explain it. Who do you talk to?

Wilson is very afraid of the dark, that’s why I have to hold him! He also finds crowds very very scary as well. These are totally his fears not mine at all!

I followed some tutorials to make cute spooky friends to color.

I’ve always wanted one of these dolls, I realized I finally have my own money n can buy all the cutesy stuff I always wanted hehe !! 🩷

He changes color as well.

I have two deco pacis but unfortunately their getting worn out and I want to get new ones but I can’t seem to find the shop anywhere anymore they were called “The Littlespace Boutique” and were UK based I believe they made deco pacis had customs or artists choice as well as teethers sensory plush blocks ect I’m pretty sure the logo was pink and white. Does anyone know anything about if they still are a shop or anything 😭

Need a nap (here in my country its 4am)