Hallo,
first of all, you guys must excuse my English (not my mother tongue).
second, this is going to be a bit long so buckle up.
third, sorry of i overshared, i just felt like i need to get things out of my chest.
i don't remember myself having a good time in life and living tbh, all my life was spent perusing the next thing to be done, to secure a job, a respected life to be lived, a happy family and just to be grateful for the things i have, even when i'm with my friends, or having fun i keep thinking nonstop about things and how i need to do and what to be done.
i'm 26M, live in a third world country in northern Africa, that happens to speak three languages fluently, Arabic, French and English, and a C1 certificate in German (conversational)
i graduated from a high national college in Actuarial finance and statistics, so we studied about data, and all about finance and how to treat data and mathematics as well, i have a masters and an engineering degree in the field.
so after graduation, i busted my ass off to find a job, but nothing was worth it, there's no point in working a job that gives you a salary to barely live where u just end up with debt and more financial problems, so it was Covid, the market was bad, i was like fuck it, freelancing it is.
i busted my ass, learned graphic design, and after 6 months of reaching out and creating portfolios and doing my best, I got my first client, after a year i had more clients, after 2/3 years i was doing good, i would say 1300 euros per month was my income, while living in a third world country, trust me that was really good, but then AI hit, all clients were gone, graphic design became shitty so i said fuck it, it's time to stop and focus on another thing.
i switched my focus on E-commerce, where i used my graphic design skills in creating landing pages, i learned how to run ads, html/css/java, WordPress how to manipulate and link WordPress, different type of ads, different types of result analysis, because we need to analyze our ads and the results for us to optimize the campaign even better, from creating scripts, to editing, to banners, to ads, to optimization, i did them all, but fuck it, after 2 years of ups and downs, there was so many difficult things to handle, which led the business to failure, so me and my team shut everything down, and fuck, i need to get back to ground 0.
so now, i was like thinking about changing the country, because out of my local (had to be local due to my country unfortunately ) e-commerce business, i learned that most of my issues was the country that i'm living in, so i was like Germany, sounds like a good country, hard language wise, but promising, my women is a german teacher, so she can help me and the acceptation rate in Germany is really high tbh, so that's what i did.
i was mainly changing the country to get a job in my field of studies (statistics and data), that was the plan.
next target it is, i learned German, but the language is just impossible to master dude, i won't be able to find a job this way, so i picked to do fsj (that's voluntary work in the medical field for a small paycheck)
i was like fuck it, if that gets me to Germany and one step closer to my goal, i would do it
So it worked YAAY (it's really hard to get out of a third world country, it's really an achievement), when i got there to Germany, i was working as a volunteer for 8h, and then get back home to study German, i did that for a year, i didn't even tour Germany, i kept focusing on my goal, i got my B2 German certificate, my language got better, okay thank god, the plan till now is working.
but B2 isn't enough to secure a job in data (my Field of studies in college), i need more. So i after my voluntary work, i did Ausbildung as a male nurse, it's a one year study to become like a nurse helper or something, i'm using it only to secure more stay in Germany to get better in the language, guess what, i DIIIIIID, i got my C1 certificate in German, and i'm speaking better than i ever did.
okay, i'm in Germany, i reached a good level of German, i have a certificate that states it, i have a masters degree that says that i'm suitable to work in such field, at the same time i'm doing ausbildung (one year nursing training), so my stay in germany and a job after the one year training is secured (in care), what's next, i'm close, all the foundation is built, but FUCK!!
i need to learn the tools that i need to work with obviously, so yeah
i learned and i'm still LEARNING:
-excel (advanced)
-powerbi
-SQL
-python ( pandas - matplotlib - seaborn )
i'm focusing on problem solving, more than using the tools themselves because that's what matters, solving real life issues and finding solutions.
SO YEAH, never really had it easy, but what i know is, whenever i overcome something and i achieve it, that gives me more power and motivation to achieve the next thing i want, but we both know that it's sometimes hard, and we can suffer from letdowns, setbacks, self doubt and just feelings worned out, but we need to keep going, because it's only a matter of time and i'll get it, and reach my goal, well out of past experiences ofc.
now after getting closer to data analysis, after building and sacrificing the time and energy and my mental health to reach where i am today, "AI" IS FUCKING THIS FIELD AS WELL
so my question is, should i keep going, or i just Shift my my focus somewhere else with the current things that i learned right now.
FACTS AND SUMMARY:
- in Germany, if u don't know German, and u can't speak the language u can forget having a a decent job, English roles are there, but hella of a competition.
-now i have in Germany 2 years of experience in the care field, i think that can help me in data roles.
Thank you for reading :)