Transgirls...

I couldn't find something against this in the rules. If it is however feel free to delete.

Trying not to lose my house *sweat*

No I haven't been hacked. :potato: potato?? why is there no potato emoji on reddit?

ANYWAYS. Here goes nothing.

Source: https://www.thetrevorproject.org/research-briefs/sexual-violence-and-suicide-risk-among-lgbtq-young-people/

And they say that trans people are the creeps.

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Maybe if you try hard enough you can defy biology and achieve Mpreg.
We’re already 3 steps of the way there (uterus, lactation, and willpower).

my own post to be clear

Big image and text dump I know, but it's important. I'm posting here because this is like the only subreddit I know that is trans autistic puppycoded and seems potentially open to this. This is just a bunch of yapping and oversharing, idk I'm questioning my gender okay?

These are attempts at using a tabletop mini making software called Heroforge to create representations of myself. The therianthropy is one thing, but what I'm thinking about right now... I think I may be trans. I dunno, the first time I questioned by gender I just decided to be cool with being a guy, but I've been having so many thoughts. I like when people call me she/her pronouns, and ever since I was a kid I disliked people calling for me by name. I dunno if my childhood where everyone had some reason to tell me off influenced this, but for a good while I was questioning if I was trans purely because I didn't like people saying my name.

Now I'm questioning it for a whole 'nother reason. It started when someone online mistook me for a girl and used she/her pronouns, and since then I couldn't stop thinking about it. I have this thing, phantom tail, that constantly bothers me and takes up mental attention because I can't stop imagining and longing for the feeling of having a tail. That's kinda starting to happen for like, chest stuff. I don't want big boobs, I don't even think I want to be viewed as a woman, but... I represented it in these models various ways. First little chest bumps using the software's natural breast size system, then manipulating fluffy animal tails to add chest fur and eventually whole torso fluff.

I think, if I could, I'd want to take estrogen and gain some shapeliness up there while also somehow growing chest hair there. I think I want to be fluffy, I think I wanna have a soft bosom.

I dunno. I've never really committed any thought or care to gender stuff. I present mostly male with a bit of femininity to display my sexuality. I just didn't prioritize it, and now I feel really awkward and anxious and negative about the idea of being vulnerable to my close loved ones in that way. I don't wanna ask them to try new pronouns or a new name on me, or ask them about their experiences, because I'm still so unsure. This is still experimental and risky and weird to me.