As the title suggests that is how i´m feeling. I am a second year undergrad student in political science. And honestly I have never felt so demotivated in my entire life.
This semester I am taking 3 classes, 2 of them I mandatory (one that everyone has which is mandatory and the other was something I chose since I needed to have 30 creds in total so 15 on that one and other on that, while the last one is 7,5 so im taking 7,5 more than I need to, but that one is something I enjoy and it only has a term assignment to write).
The class that I chose with the 15 creds is actually a masters degree one, or at least higher level, so in this class we need to have 4 presentations which btw none of them are graded, and a final assignment which is 6000-8000 words long. And since I have only done assignments before between 2000-4000 words it feels like it's impossible to even write. I have already tried 2 topics: finding literature, data, etc but none of them have worked since it's either impossible to find enough evidence, literature and a gap. The problem with that is that I need to present a term paper outline as my last presentation, and since none of the topics I have wanted to write worked it feels dreadful and I am very lost - to the point where I have cried every night. Also the professor does not even like me as well, because she has been directly rude towards me. So tomorrow I have a meeting with her but I´m kind of dreading it, since I don't know what she will say or do.
Only because of this class I feel so drained and lost, where I just don´t even feel happy to go to uni at all, I also don't have any friends so that also adds to the pot.
Does anyone here have tips on how to cope with all of this mess before it eventually takes over me completely, thank you beforehand <3