r/studyAbroad • u/acheene • 9h ago
I don't know what to do with myself or my studies
I think im gonna withdraw from my business program because I feel like everyone here is a robot. I literally cannot socialize with these people in any way, plus the program itself is not interesting to me. it all feels so obtuse, so boring, it doesn't stimulate my mind, idgaf about it, I only wanted to go into marketing later. I can't even get a refund for this semester's fee anyway too
my other plan involved going into data science which I disregarded because I'm not a math lover. I also get easily frustrated and since data science has coding as well I doubt I would have made it. even though it always sounded cool in my head (it's dumb I know)
and then there's film. acting. something that always interested me, was always in the back of my head, and I wanted to get into that industry so so much, even when I was a kid. I still do, but I thought "that won't make me any money". but at least there's creativity, and I lack it nowadays in my business program. and I miss having genuinely interesting people to chat with
I was thinking of going back to my country for more than 9 months (because the next intake is fall 2027), working as much as I can, and going back to Canada, trying out the film studies program. I don't even know if they'll give me another study permit. shit I don't even know if they'll accept me into the new school, it would be my first time creating a short film. I have ideas, and I have a vision of how I want it to be like, but I don't have the practice.
can someone tell me if I'm just messing up my life, and should stay in the business program? thing is I already tanked my 2 tests and my grades are locked at 75% most likely. . can't get it higher. ive missed some classes. this is my first semester too btw. I'm struggling