r/StudentLoans • u/otakugrey • 2h ago
Advice I messed up: I was proud because I've never missed a payment in 8 years, but today I just found out not a single dollar I paid ever actually went to my student loans.
Don't be me.
8 years ago I sat down with some workers from my school and they helped me come up with this tiny little payment plan on the student loan because that's all I could afford at the time, I was told that when I make more money I could take a look at it again and figure out a new monthly payment. These small payments would just keep the interest on the student loan down. We set that student loan on autopay and I've been working and making my student loan payments ever since.
Everything in the economy has gotten worse, yet even then I've always been proud of myself for never having missed a single payment, ever. Even if I've never been in a place where I could insecure my payment to something real, I really was proud of that. Well. Some other stuff happened in my life and I needed some financial documents. I had to reset all my passwords to get back into ECSI and I could see that all my monthly payments were listed. But weird thing is that it says "amount due: 0"
Wait what? Zero? That can't be right, but even if it WAS true then what have I been making payments for? Where have my payments been going all these years?
So I reset my password for the federal student loan website and get into that and I see my loan....it's gone up. By a lot. Next to my loan is something displaying my payment coming in via ECSI. They're together on the page, but according to the history tab the student loan is that the student loan has not been getting any of my student loan payments. I can see that my ECSI account and my student loan account are connected, and ECSI is correctly taking the payment from me once a month, but it's never gone towards my student loans. All the years the money just been taken and gone somewhere else. I have yet to figure out where. I'm going to have to call my bank and have them blacklist ECSI for the moment, but the bigger problem is that I just trusted the system and thought I was correctly doing what everyone told me to do, I took out a loan, I've been paying it back. Or so I had thought.
So now what I'm left with is that the actual loan has just been sitting there gaining a shitload of interest. From their point of view I must be a deadbeat who never pays his debts.
I'm a bit confused as to how I've never faced any consequences of this. Even after just like one year or something I would have expected them to barrage me with phone calls and emails asking me why I was never paying back my loan. Instead they seem to just be okay with it? They've never come after me for it.
But regardless I know about it now, and now I'm ****ed. I've been grinding my legs away at my jobs for 8 years for nothing. I've done literally nothing to advance my lot in life. I wanted to have a home. I wanted to have a child. But I never found any higher paying jobs. Now I'm middle aged and I am more in debt than I was when I took out the loan and I have less money than ever.
Don't be me.