I see trees and stuff I’m outside

And im not saying this to promote any of you guys to stay up and see what it’s like but I do wanna share this experience.

So a few days ago my ears were ringing after I went to a concert and I couldn’t fucking sleep for the life of me, genuinely i would have a moment where im like “okay im gonna head to bed” but it was just like closing my eyes for nothing with the constant ringing, but thats the only reason I could think as to why I couldn’t drift into that sleep state, this continued for a while, and I have very very minor Hppd symptoms I’ll see shit move at the corner of my eye, or see tracers for a brief second, and once I turn to hone in on it it’ll be gone. But when I stayed up the Hppd got worse then EVER before.

anything in the corner of my eye would warp like crazy, walls would breath, random shit would move, my mind was quiet like really quiet, but my inner monologue wouldn’t shut up, i was constantly chattering in my head, nothing crazy but I just seemed to have a take on literally everything. and I could feel it only getting worse as I stayed up longer, eventually I call my grandma and ask her if she’s made breakfast.

On one hand this was because I’m starving, on the other this was because I wanted to see if she had any sleeping pills, I go to her house, and the walk there was some of the most ferocious derealization ive ever experienced since I tossed out that 7 gram ghost weed pen that I scored for 20 bucks. The trees above the park near my house looked so fake for some reason, It was much to early so nobody was out it was just a lonely walk by myself through empty neighborhoods, and my vision even had this strange blurriness to it dont know how to explain

Once I make it she gives me some breakfast and I tell her I can’t go to sleep so she gives me a Benadryl, long story short i eat my breakfast and about an hour later im knocked out, everything fine now.

Was sind eure Erfahrungen mit dem mischkonsum von Pilzen mit 4 Pro MET ( 4 OH MET) oder auch im mischkonsum mit lsd

Ich werde es heute ausprobieren mit 18mg 4 pro Met und 0.5-1g Pilzen

Eventuell aber ohne Pilze und Ketamin beim offset.

Würde mich freuen unterschiedliche Erfahrungen zu hören !

Happy tripping

I want to talk a bit about this as I've never heard anything like this from other people, but this has had a profound impact on my life. (I've quit taking psychedelics since this developed)

My brain is particularly inclined towards religious/cyclical experiences on psychedelics, and through dangerous use and a few very unpleasant experiences I've developed a sort of PTSD from HPPD. While visual distortions/colors/patterns flare-ups aren't debilitating and are somewhat infrequent, I'll get the feeling of being randomly stuck in a bad trip again out of the blue, and it has become quite a struggle these past few months.

I also am diagnosed with PTSD, and HPPD has become intrinsically tied to it and creates problems when I do certain things that naturally boost my nervous system (high-pressure situations and heavy caffeine consumption)

Physically and mentally for the most part I operate at the same level I always have (I wouldn't consider my brain "fried" to any degree"), but psychologically this has become more than a bit arduous.

I'd love to hear if some people face issues with this also, and may this be a warning to those who are head-over-heels infatuated with the psychedelic experience

(and if anyone is curious, I originally used psychedelics as a way to recover from hard substance use, and fell in love with the entheogenic and self-reflective nature of good and bad trips. In the past year I've taken well over 500 grams of mushrooms [usually in dosages ranging from 4-10g to sometimes 10g per trip] and as of July-August I began to notice these issues.)

(Additionally, this has developed from pretty much only mushroom use, as I've only had 3-4 moderate acid trips in this timeframe)

9 years ago I took one paper 100 mu of acid.

I had a "bad" trip which helped A LOT, while tripping I found that repeating basic cognitive functions actually improved them after some time! (Visualization, remembering, elaborating inner monlogue etc....)

That stayed!

Better longterm cognition, waaaaay more elaborate introperspective, waaay faster inner monologing.

Train your brain with intricate skepiticism while trippin and you gain longterm improvements.

BUT you actually need to tire yourselve out.

It doesnt result in shizophrenia afterwards, only in alternative pathways who are slightly less active while sober.

I know hiw that sound BUT I SWEAR BY IT!

Edit: Here more coherent --> Starting with describing in as much detail what i see, then what how i describe it, then why i described it this way. Description --> Elaboration --> Redifining/Reframing, then you follow the associative chain of thought snd afterwards you try to rememver your exact thought process as detailed as possible. You then force yourselve to remember it as long as possible while deliberately distracting yourselve with a new process. Rinse and repeat till the task of remembering this process becomes at least partly compartemelized. Then you visualize and reformulate your thought chain while still remembering the original one.

I tried LSD for the first time about a year ago and loved the experience. I hadn't had the opportunity to try it again until last night. I was informed by the person who sold me the tab I took that they had taken two and had an intense trip that lasted 16 hours, so I was naturally excited.

For the first hour or so, I was looking one of those multi hour shifting fractal patterns. The experience was okay, but after watching a couple of other clips I decided to play "Phaedra" by Tangerine Dream. Initially, I was only interested in listening to the music streamed to a 40" television. I shared at the cover briefly and I noticed that the visuals were more amazing and far more intense than when I had looked at the same cover briefly the year before.

So I listened to the original version of "Phaedra" and stared at the cover for the entire time. The best way I could describe the visuals is if my brain had taken its entire contents gathered during my entire life and coverted it to a melding and flowing multicolour visual display that was the best thing I'd ever seen and experienced. After trying Phaedra, I did the same with Rubycon, Stratosphere, and a few random Tangerine Dreams album covers before ending on Zeit.

For me personally, this is how I'm probably going to trip next time - letting my mind create visuals with still images rather than videos. But I was wondering if anyone had a similar experience with any other still images, not just Tangerine Dream album covers.

I don't see his music being talked pretty much ever when it comes to great music to trip to, and I feel like that's a shame, I wish more people would give him a shot. It's kind of akin to psychedelic rock/psychedelic jazz but with an IDM twist I guess. His stuff is very unique. I also feel like his early music is definitely more psychedelic than what he does today, but I still very much enjoy most of his output.

People usually seem to talk about psytrance, psydub, psybient and such, or psychedelic rock, or Tool, or Tipper. I don't see much else being cited behind that.

Actually Amon Tobin is kind of similar to Tipper in the sense that he's definitely part of psychedelic music but they both are closer to movements that are not usually associated with psychedelia (breakbeat, jungle, dnb, hip hop, jazz etc).

His sound design is unmatched imo and his music is incredibly immersive, surprising, hypnotic, cinematic and intricate.

Anyway, here are some of my favorites :

Amon Tobin - Mighty Micro People https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=GW78mUld59k
Amon Tobin - Deo https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=4m8lAp--QM0
Amon Tobin - Straight Psych https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=6fMudaxUQKI
Cujo - Cat People https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=VFU7iqd9CGw (Cujo is one of his numerous aliases)
Cujo - Early for Clink Street https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=upCQyjZiWzI
Amon Tobin - Slowly https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=zXA66dcn4HA
Amon Tobin - Mission https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Y392PlUmxdE
Amon Tobin - Vipers Follow You https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=nZcVVzMCtt0
Amon Tobin - Saboteur https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ks9TwoVqX8A
Amon Tobin - Natureland https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=aTLAH3Xqolc
Bonobo - Scuba (Amon Tobin Remix) https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=T53zMz_xB1Q (bad quality but you can easily find a free download of this song, it's not commercialized)

This is my third grow. The first two were wildly successful. I changed nothing, since I had success, but this time, these two shoeboxes are acting weird. The fruits in one are curling into themselves, and the other one has stopped growing; the fruits haven't grown all week.

Take a look, is there anything I should be worried about or should do different? More FAE? Less FAE? Temperature adjustment? I'm running a 12-hour light cycle with overhead ceiling lighting.

Beautiful Experince that helped me understand my mental problems

I have 4 “150” mg Molly capsules, and on the 28th or something of last month I took 2 capsules an hour apart and did not feel much. My last time taking Molly was in July prior to that so I am confused if the capsules just don’t have as much as they say they do? And if I take all 4 capsules this weekend do you think I will get a decent roll out of it?

Hello. I often read here of people taking massive amounts of shrooms or other substances and still be able to do their things like hiking in the woods or going to museums.

If I take 1.5 - 2 g tops of freshly dried shrooms I'm gone. I lay on my bed grinding my teeth in the widest smile my face can support while seeing full blown-out colored open-eye visuals on the damn walls. I can f*cking hear the colors. And I always come back with some lessons learned. I once took around 3 g at a festival and had to run in the middle of a field to lay down for a while because nothing was making sense anymore (great trip btw).

But why is that? How can the strength of trips be so subjective and variable with the same amount of shrooms? What does it depend on?

I'd like you to reach out if you had the same experience.

I was playing GOW 3 in a PC port to relive my childhood and saw it had a weed reference after completing the game and going to challenges. No wonder I am a stoner! This post was meant for r/weed, but the loser modder took my post down for some reason. I know cannabis isn't a psychedelic but I wanted to share this lol! I love microdosing shrooms. Love y'all.

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Le compré dos gel tabs a mi diler de confianza ya había comprado dos veces antes y todo bien de hecho sentía estos gel tabs mil veces más " limpios " que los papeles normales pues no me dejaron bajón emocional y físico las dos veces anteriores y las experiencias fueron 10/10 ayer volví a consumir gel tab todo bien las primeras horas llegué al peak del viaje sintiéndome normal físicamente y con demasiados visuales muy locos y bonitos al cabo de unas 4-5 horas empecé a sentir malestar abdominal ese malestar pasó a ser un dolor en mi zona íntima y en mi vejiga, trate de orinar pero no pude entonces me relaje y dejé que mi cuerpo soltará la orina al relajarse la verdad me dolía bastante y si pude orinar así aún sentia el dolor y como si no pudiese vaciar mi orina tome un poco de agua comí algo y fume lavanda bajo la lluvia y el dolor paso realmente me tiene preocupado pues compré 2 y no se realmente si consumir el otro gel tab creen que si es nbome o algo así ?? Hay señales que no me gustan pero así aún no siento bajón emocional ni físico hoy

I wanna take some lsd for first time but dont know what would be good dose im thinking about 260-450mcgs

Thins ive already tried
600mcg al lad
49mg 4-ho-met
15 magic truffels cosmic conector
42mg 4-ho-met with 30mg edible rosin
300mcg with alot of thc

I want deep visuals
I do all my trips in secret in my room after 22:00
I have very religious parents so i they cant know

Any tips?

Full disclosure: I run HALI Foundation, a small UK non-profit working on psychedelic education, harm reduction and reform.

Most of us here know someone, or are someone, whose life was changed by a psychedelic experience. Yet when politicians and the press talk about psychedelics, our stories are almost never in the room.

One person saying “this helped me” is easy to wave away. Hundreds of people saying it, in their own words, is much harder to ignore.

That’s why we’ve opened Voices: a public wall of real, first-hand experiences with psychedelics. The good, the hard and everything in between. We’ll put them in front of the people making decisions about the law.

You can post anonymously, every post is reviewed before it goes live, and your email is never shown or shared.

It takes a few minutes, and every story makes the next one easier to tell. If you’ve got one, I’d love you to add it: hali.foundation/voices

Happy to answer any questions in the comments.

I was given 3g of shrooms, I havent done these in more than half a year but I am a frequent acid tripper (usually I stick to 100ug).

What is 3g likely equivalent to in LSD micrograms? Im also curious about "soul bombing"

Hey guys….
So basically me and three others (2 guys and 2 girls) are trying to do some penis envy. Initially, us dudes thought of hitting 2g and give the girls 1.5g each as it is their first time trying shrooms. Me and my buddy have tried it a couple times 2 years ago (not the PE strain), so in a way it’ll be like our first time on shrooms in a long while.
We read a lot that the PE are 2x stronger than normal shrooms, and so now we are feeling a little iffy. We just want to have a fun trip and not go into some crazy death/ ego-battle trip.
Any recommendations on how much each of us should take?

do yall think taking shrooms on Halloween would be a good experience or should just take them sometime later

Hi I cultivated some shrooms and now I wanted to try it out, how many mg should I try without a trip sitter? I know that if you try something like 0.5/1.0 g it should be something mild, do you have any suggestions? I tried yesterday a little bite to try and after an hour I haven’t felt anything. Should I try as an infusion?

4:15 125mg
4:30 25mg+
5:40 150mg+
total300mg

i redose beacuse i dont feel anything in that hour and something more.

it will be mi first trip on this, i do not have any experience in this substance. its a loot of mg or its a normal dose?

My friend down in college is trying shrooms for the first time, he said he’s got penis envy, ik those r pretty potent. He said he wants a decent trip, nothing too strong but also not too light, just enough for him to experience it without it being too much. I’ve done shrooms in the past so i told him he should prolly take around like 2-2.5 grams but thats just from my experience. what do you guys think? he’s taking them real soon so quick responses would be nice. just tryna help the homie out lmao

Hi guys,
Sorry if the question feels stupid but I’m very new to all this and genuinely considering psychedelics as a way to connect with myself better as I’m going through some difficult times and want to have answers about myself. I’m not sure what exactly is the difference between psychedelic retreat vs a guided session? On the outset, i see the guided session as a much cheaper option compared to a retreat, but before i make any decisions, i need some info. What exactly happens with the guided sessions and how does the facilitator help you? What is the process? How do you ensure that the setting is good? In a retreat, i understand we do have a group setting with the facilitator giving you a dose, doing integration and talk therapy later on, and the meals and setting is highly controlled.
Please share your perspectives, and thank you for any responses you have!

Hi guys, I live in France and considering psychedelic therapy. Do you guys have any good, affordable and safe recommendations for retreats across Europe? Thanks!

I’m trying to figure out what someone put in a pipe I smoked years ago, if anyone knows or has an idea I would love to know!

I almost never smoked weed, but was visiting a friend I had not seen since we were kids, so I made an exception. We were passing a pipe of weed around, my friends mom went into another room and brought back a small box. She sat down and took out a small square piece of paper, about the size of a postage stamp (maybe a bit smaller) and placed it in the pipe and looked kind of knowingly at my friend.

Stupidly, I kept smoking it without asking what it was.

After smoking it, the table did this tetris thing where it kind of stomped itself down two cube-lengths (?) beneath me. My friend and his mom were looking at me like they knew, they didn’t seem surprised that I was having a weird experience.

I said I needed a place to lay down, and they showed me to a bed. I realized, once I lay down, that I couldn’t move. At all. And after some time, I start hallucinating black and white 1920s cartoons. I started to freak out, but remembered someone told me years ago that you can prevent a bad trip by not being afraid so I “decided” not to be scared.

The cartoon creatures were doing incredible things flipping and morphing into and through each other in an endless streaming procession in front of my open eyes. The cartoon creatures started eating each other and I began getting massive downloads of what seemed at the time to be profound spiritual revelations.

My friend came in and tried to kiss me and I still couldn’t move at all but managed to say no or indicate it somehow, and he left. I stayed frozen and staring at the procession of spirit toons for what felt like about two hours then apparently fell asleep.

Does anyone know what this could’ve been?

Edit: this was in 2004 and K2 wasn’t circulating in the US until 2008