In real life we haven’t been in contact for a while, I’ve been thinking of him lately but this dream is way too specific to ignore. I have been dreaming of him lately and It’s always the same pattern different storyline.

Everytime I dream of him, I am bumping into him somewhere and he gives me a big smile and hug and we talk til I wake up. Although last night it was pretty distressing… When I saw him in my dream, I bumped into him again, he looked so happy to see me again. We hug and he comes to my house, this dream he was being sm more loving than than usual ones. Like he was kissing me all over as if he had regret leaving. We we making out and it became sexual.

We went into my bathroom at one point and stood in front of my big bathroom mirror above the sink and touching eachother. Then he pulled out a tattoo gun and wanted to tattoo gun, he started tattooing his ear this design of squiggly lines with flowers on it. I look away for a split second, I turn around and see him in the doorway of my bathroom and somehow he had accidentally cut his head off with it, I seehis lifeless body and full head floor completely separated in a pool of blood and some squirting out near his neck.

I freaked out crying and yelling i genuinely couldn’t believe it, I ran into my mums room crying and I remember the pain that I felt in my heart it was so painful and vivid during that dream and it was a very strong intuitive feeling that I had just lost my soulmate and my other half and the pain that I can never go back or see/have him again bc he’s gone forever.

I know that many may interrupt this as a dream processing grief after he broke up with me but want all perspectives, such as warnings and signs and how this may mirror/reflect reality, how he may feel or his life rn, and not solely interpreting my subconscious and just how I personally feel deep down. I am open to any opinion/view or perspective on this. I have just started my period yesterday so I have heightened intuition and more vivid dreams right now. Thank you