I went in for a follow-up about my fatigue. I brought up that I might have circulation issues as my feet, hands and sometimes lips turn blue extremely often, sometimes multiple times a day.
The doctor pretty much immediately looked up CREST and showed me. I was confused and a bit alarmed because CREST/limited scleroderma was NOT on my radar, I’d somehow never come across it while doing my own research.
While my blueness could align with Raynaud’s, I didn’t recognize any of the other visual symptoms. My jaw dropped when he asked me about “esophageal dysmotility or acid reflux” - I have had some level of heartburn/reflux every day for several years, some swallowing weirdness occasionally, and haven’t had the chance to bring it up to a doctor yet.
The other symptom that the doctor considered a possibility was some tiny dark veins(?) and small areas of discoloration on my legs that are new, and very faint — but I personally didn’t really think that they matched the images he showed me of the telangiectasia, at least as they look now. And I am only finding these spots on my legs with a few dark blue tiny veins on my hands and wrists, none at all on my face. They’re very mild right now but the strange areas of discoloration do seem to me to be some kind of vascular thing and not on the surface of my skin. I think it’s a little freaky that they’ve all shown up (or worsened) in the last year, although they’re only really noticeable to me rn and not painful.
As I noticed these recent skin changes I found myself thinking “guess I’m getting old, these are just old people skin problems” — and then spiraling a little because, wait, I’m 28. That’s not old enough to have old people skin problems. Should I be seeing things like this pop up so early? My partner, friends and family have all recently on different occasions exclaimed about the cold ashy blue colour of my lips and/or hands. And I’ve had odd thoughts along the lines of “huh, I wonder if this is what my feet will look like when I die.” Which is kind of interesting but morbid.
I will swear up and down that I’ve never had this problem before, at least not this bad. I have certainly not had to deal with people telling me I look genuinely like a dead person just because I’m in the house without socks on.
This doctor is a new one for me, I managed to switch (hard to do in Canada!) after dealing with years of being brushed off by my old family dr. This one ordered some blood testing: ANA, ACA, Anti-Scl-70, Anti-RNA-Polymerase III. We actually tested ANA (and rheumatoid factor, and CRP) back in August when looking for fatigue causes and everything came up as normal, so auto-immune problems were ruled out at the time.
He is referring me to a rheumatologist as well. I’ve never seen a specialist; I’m not currently diagnosed with anything (besides a “loose ligaments” casual diagnosis from old dr, 10 years ago) so it’ll be my first time!
I feel a bit frustrated at how much work it took on my end to find a dr to take me seriously but in this case, if the doctor is correct in suspecting “CREST” I’m really hoping that it means we’re catching an important thing early, and that there might be treatments for it that could also help with my chronic fatigue and mental fog… Idk much about how those systems interact but logically if there’s an immune system problem happening I feel like that would make sense?
In any case, reading that this would be a progressive condition is scaring me — especially since I thought at the most my appointment would end up being about wearing compression socks or losing weight or something idk. Not that it’s a bad thing to have it open up some actual investigation. It’s just a bit jarring.
I’m including pics of some of the symptoms I mentioned. Ofc not expecting medical advice or diagnosis but while I wait for my bloodwork & rheumatology I wanted to know if anyone experiences anything similar. Especially curious if the weird areas on my legs look familiar as I can’t really find similar pics online.
(Worth noting because it doesn’t show well in my pictures- the “patches” of reddish/purplish skin on my calves are in the same spot on each leg, same size, mirrored to each other. Both below my knees and on the outside of the calf. Idk I just thought that was interesting. Also in the pics of my legs the lighting made me look green-blue. But my skintone was actually ok I think lol)