I'm not sure if this is your regular good ol post that'd be posted here but here we go
i am a man with deep , crazy, possessive and obsessive love , jealousy issues , mommy issues many other issues , at one point I think if a woman has to put up with this there must be something in return, but no , since my main issues are my height and my size , I'm sure less than 5,5ft , and my penis is "supposedly", average 5 inches but it's thin 4.3in girth probably but i still think it's small and it looks like absolute shit since i have subcronal hypospadias, i had thought always of how I'd make love to the woman I'd get lol married to , but all hope is lost because of my size , always hear that it's average , it's fine women don't care but those who say they don't care talk about how they'd absolutely want their partner to be bigger , and how the " average" is tolerable, not preferred .
a 6inch would probably be the best in the range of sizes apparently which is what I don't have ,and i think that even if i acquired the best skills , if i there was another me but with a bigger package they'd be better and more preferred , i get that some would say it's an insecurity, but i have spent a long time feeling confident but it always circles back to me being not confident about it at all , sure i can act like i am confident when I'm not and knowing especially every other man beside probably has a bigger package just doesn't help at all , i could go on with my life and not think about it at all , which i think is the only way for me , but completely ditch marriage or the thought of having a great sexual life , I'm not into cucking but i want the woman who I'd actually love to have the best sexual experience and for me that's where i lack because of size , life Could continue but with less headache because of this department , and it is probably the best for any woman i wouldn't wanna bother with my size , so that's my destiny , which sucks but I'd probably be ok with