Longsword: this bitch ass actually puts down the timed barrel bomb to proc their spirit thing. I thought cool, but then they did it while the monster was down and it knocked me down TWICE

Chargeblade: carted twice

Hunting horn: the chill one, or so I thought. It seemed he disconnected (hoping he didn't rage quit after the cbs 2 carts and just had network problems). Some nice buffs and it was the both of us at first but man

After the party leader left(HH), the other two followed suit. I hope it's just network but man that pissed me off so much cuz I used a lucky voucher thinking this was gonna be a chill time. We were at arkveld already too

Also they didn't immediately go for the new monster???? Only the HH did with me and im just ugh

Anyway, farcasted to recoup and won at 30 min with a slay and it still pmo I was just tryna wind down man. I soloed this before but this session left a sour taste in my mouth

doesn’t matter the game, doesn’t matter what monster, I feel that i’ve missed something completely fundamental about these games that makes me so fucking upset with myself. I find myself consistently using 10+ megas and a couple maxes every hunt, i know the name of the game is to “use everything at your disposal” and “if you beat the monster that’s all that matters” BUT GODAMN IT I DONT WANT TO FUCKING SUCK AFTER 100+ KILLS ON THE SAME FOOL. it’s literally just a me issue and maybe being highly commital with hammer but it’s so fucking frustrating when i get decent clear times (10-15 min) on wilds AT’s but still get hit enough to be down 2 hotbars worth of fucking resources.

“oh nice i actually got a good run on AT nu udra and only used 2 megas, cool!” nah next run your using all your shit, and your getting gooped for overcommitting. I feel like such a moron like i know exactly where im supposed to be, i’ve fought these fools hundreds of times but sometimes i just don’t, i miss and my flows over it’s like ive never even fought them before even if they’re one of my favorites.

or sunbreak (8-12 min average non afflicted) “lets fight zinogre! he’s pretty telegraphed i can strafe him easy!” yeah for the first half till i get clipped by a tail slam and now i’m not even strafing his slams properly anymore trying to play catchup.

I’m not even mad at my clear times, they’re not even bad. i just use so many godamn resources every hunt that i feel like i haven’t even learned anything ever. you’d think with a thousand hours i’d have learned to not be a fucking moron but idk i’m just upset with myself.