r/mongolia • u/Acheros4224 • 9h ago
Rant | Хуурай агсам I'm slowly dying and i know it'll be soon
I'm 22 and already dying. My body growing weaker and I'm losing my hair i work at construction work 12 hours day everyday it's been like that for two years and i think it's finally starting to affect me. I have my younger siblings that i have to look for and my mother is ill money was never enough no matter how much i work i don't know how long i can keep going i just hope my body will last. Because of cold weather lately it's getting harder to work since i work outside most of the time and when i work inside it's even colder. I know i need to be strong but i can sense I don't have much time. I'm filled with bruises and rashes all over my body and never bothered visit hospital because i don't have that much time.
Relatives said I'm good brother doing good but no matter how good i try to be i always wake up in same bed with same problems. Recently i started to cough till my fingers and face turn blue or purple ish at least that's what my coworkers told me
i just wish i had stronger will and better body
I wish i could return to middle school year... Just playing with my friends without care in the world
I'm not seeking advice and solutions i know I'm stuck in mud that will slowly eat me
I'm gonna delete this rant on morning and thank you for listening my complaints