i'm currently a first year college student, and my goal is to become a psychiatrist. i'm genuinely interested in psychiatry, especially diagnosing people and the medication side of things, but i'm starting to seriously worry about whether i'll be able to handle medical school. i know its still pretty early for me to worry about this, but i cant help it.
my biggest problem is that i'm extremely squeamish about certain medical things. for example, in high school, we had to dissect frogs for my biology class, and i became so overwhelmed that i had to leave the room before i even saw the frogs. even simple things make me uncomfortable.. literally someone saying the word "veins" makes me feel anxious. i'm worried about having to do cadaver labs and hospital rotations in medical school, especially because i know these are required parts of becoming a doctor.
the frustrating thing is that i'm not nearly as interested in the other areas of medicine. psychiatry is what i actually want to do, but i know i can't just skip medical school requirements because i plan to specialize in that field. i'm scared that i'll make it through college, get into medical school, and then discover that i genuinely can't handle certain required experiences. and at that point, i'll have spent years dreaming of doing this, studying for it, paying for it, just for it to all come to nothing in the end.
i'm trying to figure out whether this is something i could gradually get used to or whether i'm setting myself up for a career path that might not be right for me. i also was wondering if anyone who has gone through something similar was able to come up with a more specific pathway through med-school with their advisor, or was able to get certain accommodations that helped.
has anyone dealt with a similar level of squeamishness and still managed to become a doctor? i'd really appreciate honest advice, especially from former medical students or doctors. i don't want to give up on something i want to do, but i also don't want to ignore a problem that could make it impossible for me to finish the training. also sorry but pls be nice lol</33 ive been stressed for months because of this. also sorry if i did anything wrong i dont use reddit much :')
small edit: i just remembered something i wanted to add! i'm also really particular about *what* i am squeamish about, and i'm not sure why. like i said earlier, the word "veins" freaks me out but for some reason the idea of surgery does not freak me out at all. that being said though, i've of course never actually seen surgery being performed so that could change. just an example tho