i’ve used mdma (plus lotttttts of therapy) for personal growth work over the last few years and had some great success. however as i’ve changed my relationship has gotten harder - in some ways i think my partner is having trouble adjusting to the way im showing up now.

we are in couples therapy, but recently we’ve reached a place where we are just constantly caught in conflict cycles. we’re openly discussing separating, and im wondering if it might be worth trying an mdma session together to see what comes up and if it could shift any of the patterns.

part of me thinks - what do i have to lose?

appreciate any feedback. thanks.