My perfect baby left this world 7.5 weeks ago and I donāt know if Iāll ever get over it. I miss her so much. I had her since she was a puppy and we had 16 years together, but it wasnāt enough. I never could really truly imagine life without her, even as she got older and the realistic side of me knew she couldnāt live forever. I just truly couldnāt imagine life without her. I still canāt, I still feel like itās not real. I donāt think anyone really understands how much I miss her. I love animals and dogs and always said I would get another. But now I canāt imagine it. How can I have another thatās not my Bella? All I want is to have her back. She was the best girl, so sweet and empathetic. I will never stop missing her.