r/TrueFilm • u/Imarreteet23 • 1h ago
A Therapist's Reflections on You Can See Everything Spoiler
Light Spoilers for You Can See Everything ahead - be forewarned!
It would be difficult to put onto the page all of the thoughts that have been crashing through my head since I saw “You Can See Everything” last night. But of course, the thing that has been keeping me up the most - literally keeping me up; it turns out the 10 PM showing was not the best for getting a good night’s sleep - is trying to wrap my head around the psychology of Elizabeth Holmes. I wanted to raise a few ideas here that especially stick out to me as a therapist with experience working with some very mentally ill people in my professional life.
To me, the scene that stuck out the most - that, in a way, feels like the closest thing the film has to a thesis statement - is when Nathan, in the first conversation he ever has with Elizabeth, brings up the magician David Blaine’s magic trick in which he seems to drive an ice pick directly through his hand. As Nathan explains to Elizabeth, people think it’s a trick, and that there must be some sort of smoke and mirrors. But the truth is that David Blaine has spent years hollowing out a small hole in his hand for just this purpose. The trick is that there’s no trick.
In much of the discussion of this film that I’ve seen (as well as the discussion of Holmes in the documentary itself!), it seems like people really, really want to believe that the Elizabeth Holmes we see is an intentional manipulation, that she, just like David Blaine’s ice pick, is smoke and mirrors. Firstly, I think this interpretation is natural: many of the lies that we encounter from others, or that we ourselves tell, are knowingly told for personal gain. But beyond that, I think there is something almost comforting in believing that Holmes is some sort of chess master-like expert of deceit. In every episode of Scooby-Doo, we feel relief when what appeared to be a monster is unmasked to be nothing more than a normal person with banal, explainable motivations. It is a comfort to think that Holmes is a rational person, acting knowingly (though immorally) in her own best interest, just as we want to see ourselves as rational, self-aware people.
However, I think the film challenges us to consider another possibility. What if the trick is that there is no trick? What if the ice pick really is going through David Blaine’s hand? And, to add my own analogy, what if, instead of being a Scooby-Doo monster, with a rational actor underneath just waiting to be unmasked, Elizabeth Holmes is nothing more than a mouse in a maze who has unthinkingly learned the best way to get to the cheese?
That may sound harsh to Elizabeth Holmes, but I don’t mean it to be. There may be ways that all of us fit that mouse in a maze description. To explain what I mean, I want to take a slight detour into my work as a therapist. I currently work at a mental health treatment center for individuals with severe mental health disorders. As I watched the film, I more and more began to connect Holmes’s behavior in the movie with my experience working with individuals diagnosed with personality disorders. Many personality disorders - Borderline Personality Disorder, Avoidant Personality Disorder, Narcissistic Personality Disorder, Antisocial Personality Disorder - can include deceitfulness or manipulative tendencies as part of their presentation. And while this deceit can sometimes be the intentional kind of lies that we’re used to, it would be missing the mark to say that it always is.
Let me illustrate this with an example. At our treatment center, we worked with a client with a serious trauma history who ended up being diagnosed with Borderline Personality Disorder. One of this client’s core problems was that she was pathologically dependent on others and completely avoidant of ever taking ownership over her life. This manifested in some truly remarkable ways. Despite seeing many, many medical professionals who failed to find any diagnosable issue, this client suffered from frequent seizures, which could manifest as her fully falling out of her chair and writhing on the floor for minutes. These seizures predominantly happened when others were around, and seemed to increase as expectations in her life became unmanageable for her. At other times, this client claimed to hear voices, to have multiple personalities, or to suffer from various other medical ailments, though all of these behaviors lessened when they didn't result in attention from others or in someone else stepping in to take care of her.
Was this client lying? It depends on what your understanding of the word “lying” means, as Nathan and Elizabeth discuss at one point in the film. It is almost undeniable that this client was not “really” suffering from much of what she claimed to, and that these behaviors came from a desire to manipulate others to get outcomes she wanted (attention, care, reduced responsibilities). But I have to tell you, the longer I knew this client, the more it seemed to me that she was completely, perfectly convinced that everything she described was real. She was no Scooby-Doo monster, and there was no mask - this was “her truth”, to quote Holmes. As opposed to intentional lying, this client seemed to have learned that acting in these ways could manipulate outcomes in her favor, despite the fact that she was completely consciously unaware that manipulation was the intended function of her actions. Over the years, these behaviors became more and more reinforced, just as a mouse learns to navigate a maze to get a reward without ever understanding what it is doing, what a maze is, or that it is even in one.
In the simplest possible terms, one doesn’t have to understand why they do a behavior in order to do it, and benefit from it. And, while “You Can See Everything” argues convincingly that we can never know the truth about Elizabeth Holmes, it is at least worth considering the possibility that Holmes herself does not understand the full extent of her own manipulation, even if manipulation is the intended effect of her actions. Consider what we see in the documentary: Holmes seems to have her head in the clouds, to “not care about money,” to operate on a different wavelength far removed from the earthly concerns of most, even while she also has a knack for placing herself in romantic and business partnerships with men (first Sunny Balwani, then Billy Evans) who care a great deal about money. Consider, too, how well this works for Holmes: Billy Evans negotiates to ensure that they will get paid for their participation in the documentary, and yet Holmes has complete plausible deniability when confronted about this by Nathan, and can maintain her “creative visionary” persona even while she profits from her husband’s actions. Indeed, it was precisely this dynamic (with her prior partner Sunny) that led to Theranos’s success in the first place. Even just the fact that Holmes appears to so effectively win over Nathan, and by extension the viewer, is a result of her strange, disarming presence. But are Holmes’s persona and actions an intentional manipulation, or is it simply how she's learned to act because it gets the best results? What if, when Holmes claims over and over again that she has no idea what happened or how she could have arrived at this point, we believed her?
For me, the brilliance of “You Can See Everything” is the extent to which it calls into question not just whether any of us can see into the hearts of others, but how much we even struggle to see what is within ourselves. Because, of course, it is not just Holmes who may do things without understanding why; all of us have layers of unconscious drives that dictate what we do more than we may care to admit. It’s worth wondering what mazes we've been running through, and what we've been running toward, without ever stopping to notice.