I’m struggling in my current tattoo apprenticeship and looking for advice from this group on whether I should try to course correct & stick it out or consider leaving.
The main issue is the complete lack of instruction and guidance from my mentor. I’ve been an apprentice for almost 6 months he’s only taught me tattooing skills for maximum 4 hours. 99% of the time when I’m in the shop, he’s not there. When he does come in (only 1 - 3 times a week) he tattoos his client and leaves. I have some tattooing experience from prior to this apprenticeship so I tattoo my own clients out of the studio, but he’s never observed me while I tattoo. Generally he doesn’t seem to have any interest in teaching me the trade, is not friendly or approachable, gives me short & unhelpful answers when I ask questions, and makes promises that he will teach me certain skills but never follows through unless I ask multiple times. My mentor never created any curriculum and the “program” is extremely unstructured.
There are also not many resident artists at the studio, so my opportunities to learn from other artists are limited. The studio mostly hosts guest artists, so I’ve gotten to meet a lot of people in the industry who are truly top-notch artists, which has been great. Most of the time the guest artists are friendly and willing to share their knowledge with me, but it can be challenging to learn from them if they’re only visiting the studio for 2-4 days.
Most of the time I’m in the studio alone so when I have questions, there is nobody to ask. Most of the time I’m just doing chores or working on fake skins. I don’t mind doing chores if I’m learning things in exchange, but things have felt unequal for a long time. For context I work around 20 hrs a week at the shop unpaid, on top of my other job so I can make ends meet. I also ran the shop on my own for a month and a half while my mentor was on vacation. He promised to teach me more when he returned from vacation, but really hasn’t followed through.
There are some pros to the apprenticeship that I’m trying to weigh against the cons:
- meeting the guest artists has expanded my network, exposed me to different tattoo styles and ways of working, etc.
- My shop fees are low in exchange for the work that I do at the shop
- The studio has really nice equipment (probably the nicest studio I’ve been in as a tattooer and as a client)
- Occasionally the studio reposts my flash & tattoos on the shop page
I do feel like my skills have improved since starting the apprenticeship but it’s largely thanks to the resident artists/guest artists, and to my own dedication. Most of the time when I’m learning a new skill I just learn from YouTube because there is nobody around to teach me. While there are some pros, a large part of me just feels like my mentor is exploiting me for my labor. Sometimes I genuinely feel like I would improve my skills more if I spent the time I currently use for cleaning the shop to just teaching myself and taking drawing classes to improve my skills. Other times I’m afraid I’ll regret walking away from the apprenticeship since I’ve met so many amazing artists through it.
Thank you for reading, if you have any advice or if you have been in a similar situation, I’d appreciate your thoughts and perspective.