Over the years I have found that I’ve started to enjoy gay porn over straight. But that also depends on my mood sometimes. I’ve also developed a love for anal play with plugs, dildos etc. I am writing this after I decided to fuck myself with my dildos to the point where I was a puddle on my bed and had squirted cum everywhere (yes hands free) and this was only about an hour ago.

However I keep fantasizing about having the real thing.

I’ve only every been attracted to women in a romantic and emotional way. But the thought of getting fucked by another man until I cum all over myself just can’t leave my mind