Im not a paid to win player and wanna know if this one is worth the $10

i hate when stuff like this happens

I've been trying to get this gun for a while now. I just can't seem to find it. I did check the Wiki page, but got little help with that. Am I being dumb or is it obvious on how to get it?

Omg I got banned what just happened

I revisit this game on and off since it was a childhood favorite of mine, and since the steam port has come out I’ve had a lot of fun with it. A bit confused though… why do I consistently get -20 trophies when I win and top frag by a pretty large margin? Anybody else experience this and know why it happens?