Can u guys help me
I didn’t choose to be a picky eater, but I remember when I was a toddler , three years old, I used to eat tomatoes okay and I didn’t have a problem with it. But when I gained consciousness, I began being really picky in food. It’s not even abt others judging me, but I feel like I just can’t eat it normally without being disgusted idk why.
The foods I am picky with: tomatoes,onions,cucumber (oh how much I tried to eat cucumber but I don’t know why I just can’t handle it 😭) , strawberries ( I love the taste of strawberries so fcking much but I hate the seeds.) , mangos (I would’ve loved to eat mangoes but I remember the first time I wanted to try mangoes I stared at my plate for a while, i was hesitating to eat it but I did and idk how I felt honestly I just felt neutral abt it..?) , salads and in general lettuce (I want to eat these so bad to be healthier. :( , anything with seeds in it, I only can accept raspberries and blueberries tho.
And yeah I just wanted to say this, since I was a kid I would look at my meals and I would pick them apart so they can suit me. like I’d never be satisfied and I hate it. I want to be eating more healthily, but all these healthy things I mentioned that I really bad want to eat I just can’t bc every time I place them in my face or I chew them with my teeth I feel uncomfortable like this is new to me. And I don’t know how to feel abt it.
Idk why I’m this way 😭 i just need a solution helppppp.
I remember even my school friends bringing me food with any type of vegetable in it and I’d just stare at it and pretend to eat when I’m not eating it. It’s not only abt the taste, I love the taste of strawberries, but just the chewing.., makes me so uncomfortable. uh, the only vegetable I eat constantly is spinach. Literally. lol
Maybe I can eat stuff if they’re hidden in specific meals, but I can still chew them so I know. So idk.
I also hate burgers, the taste only tho.
And to mention, I am sixteen so I hope some of your advices suit my age.
Like In school trips I’d eat the fries and leave the burger cause I’d keep picking at it, trying to make it perfect for me.
It’s probably mental, I didn’t suffer with anxiety when I was a kid but I do now. And it’s baddd anxiety I was diagnosed with it and diagnosed with ocd at 10