Hello there, im a 27 year old, who would indentify as being straight. Ive had sex with the opp gender in the past and most of them have been me playing the role i am supposed to. The man. Which i feel comes very natural to me. But over the last few months ive been having this weird twisted fantasy thats only gaining in its arousalness.
So over the last few months what started as a wet dream has surely taken a strong hold on me. In the dream there was this strong powerful personality, a woman trying to seduce me and when she understands that im not getting the hints, basically throws herself on me and has her way with me. And i suddenly become the vulnerable, surprised, person who feels he was used for his body. This has progressed to a state where now i get off to getting roughed up by women. Getting thrown around, slapped, chocked, pegged, talked dirty to, even gangbanged. All (except the last)of which in the past, ive done in my sexual encounters ( on demand of the lady).
This thing was initially so weird as it was so foreign to me but over time ive started to embrace it a bit more. Ive understood this fantasy is something that deeply arouses me and i find immense, deep, dark pleasure in even typing this out.
Has anyone else been in a similar position?
Has anyone else managed to have similar encounters?