My earliest memory was before I had the ability to speak, and even in that state, before it was possible to have any preconceived notions about almost anything, I could see, with acute clarity, that there is something existentially wrong with human beings.
I grew up in Mormon country in all of its pre-internet weirdness, and then I joined the US army out of a desire to go to college. I saw what evil that organization does as a combat medic in Iraq, and I also witnessed international crimes committed by the US government while I was there. I tried to report them for those crimes, and then they destroyed my entire life in retaliation. When I told my "fellow" Americans, they chose to do nothing at all *at best*. I suffered greatly.
My suffering became so pronounced that I dedicated my life to studying different religions and spirituality in general because it had stopped being an abstract concept; it was, and still is, clear to me that whatever is happening here in this dimension is existentially significant no matter how mundane or insignificant anything here appears to be. I traveled to India three times, I engaged in spiritual practices such as fasting, praying, chanting mantras, doing yoga, meditating, reading spiritual manuscripts and other spiritual literature, volunteering, donating time and money and patience and more, and so on. I had spiritual experiences, some of them utterly profound and life-altering and wonder-inspiring.
However, and perhaps inevitably, I eventually realized that it was a hamster wheel. A series of completely unnecessary hoops to jump through. I realized that although many religions contain traces of Truth, none of them are True as a whole and in context. I came to viscerally and unmistakably realize (not only through evidence, but also through undeniable experience) that there IS a being who controls this world full of suffering, death, predation, exploitation, parasitism, degradation and worse, and that being is, in fact, committing crimes of existence and creation. I realized that the stories that religions tell about that being are meant as smoke screens and manipulations to discredit any claim that said being exists.
I've tried to speak to people about this, but I run into the same thing that I realized before I could even speak: There is something WRONG with you all existentially, and it renders any intelligent conversations with you about existential matters utterly meaningless. I then switched gears and started thoughtfully choosing my words and my actions to have the greatest impact when greater beings finally carry out existential Justice, and I have used Reddit and YouTube for that, among several other things. These websites are tools used to spread misinformation and to negatively affect those who use it, but they are double edged swords that cuts both ways; they can be used to speak the Truth in a way that causes the entire lineage of creation responsible for this dimension to suffer additional existential consequences for their actions.
But Reddit has done little more than prove to those greater beings the ignorance and contemptibility of its creators (which is already plain to see), and there really isn't any need for additional existential consequences for those guilty of this existential situation. Infinity times Eternity can be spread to others. And so this is the last of it for me. No more usage of Reddit for existential matters. Maybe you can aspire to tell me how to fix a toilet; that seems to be the extent of your existential worth.
So this is my last post trying to convince you of the most obvious and fundamental concept IN existence; that crimes of existence and creation are being committed here, that they have consequences of existence and creation that are not worth it, and that these crimes should stop right away no matter what your personal wants, desires, needs or beliefs happen to be.
You've been warned again, and greater beings will not see your inaction as anything other than reasons why you should never have existed.