Title pretty much says it all. I loved insects when I was little, developed a fear of many of them as a slightly older child, but now that I'm an adult I've looped back around and am over my fear of the majority of the classes people would generally consider "bugs". I'm now fascinated by beetles and find them pretty adorable, and I want to try keeping a rhino beetle as a pet eventually... but I still am irrationally petrified of grubs (and other worm shaped creatures but that's not relevant to beetle keeping). I know this is dumb because they're literally just baby beetles... harmless, helpless, mostly just squirming and growing very similarly to any other sleepy baby, but something about this shape of creature sets off a primal fear response in me. This is coming from someone who finds way more visually intimidating and potentially pain inducing invertebrates cute.
I understand I could just purchase an adult beetle, but I would like to have my pet for the longest amount of time possible, and I also feel like the bond that'd come from raising it from a larva would be next level.
Does anyone have any tips on how to get over this, or any facts/photos you could share that you think would help? Has anyone dealt with the same? If so, how did you get over it?