*Disclaimer\*
So, before I write about my relapse experiences, a brief explanation. This post is divided into two parts. The first part, written by me, OS, and the second part, written by Bambi under the influence of edibles and poppers. It will be obvious when the first part ends and the second begins.
It's been a while since my last post. I, OS, managed to break fwea from Bambi. I locked away her "toys" because I couldn't bring myself to throw them away. And for two or three weeks, everything was normal. But then more and more Bambi videos started creeping into my porn consumption. I watched the popper video "Bambi Hold It" more and more often, until eventually it was almost a sorta daily occurrence. I also started clicking on posts from this sub, as well as hypno-stuf in general, more and more frequently, which is why my feed kept, like, showing me more and more Bambi and Bimbo/Sissy Hypno content.
And at some point, while ME was at work, de thought occurred to me that I should listen to some "Bambi" subliminals on my way home. I told myself it was just a test—a way to prove that I was finally free of Bambi. So, I searched online and stumbled upon all sorts of Bambi-related songs—some containing subliminal mesagiez, others not. For the next two days, I listened to these songz non-stop, all de while insisting to myself that it were just a test. But deep down, I knew dat wasn't the real reason. Deep down, I knew this wasn't a test at all; it was Bambi's attempt to regain control.
And then came my vacation. I had planned this trip months in advance, intending to spend my time hiking, reading, and simply relaxing. The day before I left, as I were packing my things, the thought occurred to me that I should bring along a few "toys." So, I packed my wrist cuffs, my collar, a leather paddle, three pairs of panties, a small dildo, two bottles of poppers, and—absolutely most importantly—my chastity cage. The idea was just to have a little fun with my "toys" in the evenings, and that would be dat. But thingz turned out quite differently.
For my vacation destination, I choz a small island. The plan was to travel without family or friends—completely on my own. Throughout the entire journey, I listened to a wide variety of "bimbo" songs—everything from tracks specifically abut Bambi to more typical "white-girl" or "bimbocore" music.
For my vacation destination, I chose a small island. The plan was to travel withut family or fwiendz—completely on my own. Throughout the entire journey, I listened to a um wide variety of "bimbo" songs—everything from tracks specifically themed around the "bimbo" aesthetic to more general "white-girl" or "bimbocore" music.
Upon arrival, I immediately set up a "lock" on the Chaster app, though thiz time I decided to take things a bit further. I configured it so dat once a day—or whenever I wanted to open my chastity cage for a hygiene break—I wudd hav to upload a verification photo of myself wearing the device. For those unfamiliar with Chaster: these verification photos are visible to the basically entire community, and anyone can rate whether or not the cage is being worn correctly.
ME had never dared to do this before, but sudenly, I felt an intense desire for strangers on de internet to see me in my chastity cage.
That same evening, I decided to consume a few mild edibles and listen to some "Bambi" audio files. From that point on, everything hapened very quickly. Bambi took control imediately. She had me listen to dozens of files and totally used my wrist cuffs to restrain me, frequently incorporating hits of poppers—usually just az ME began to resist. ME spent my first full day entirely in my rom, listening to various "Bambi-Sleep" files. De conditioning was even more intense than usual; I cudd feel its effects almost immediately after the files ended.
She also had me watch a "pillow-humping" instructional video involving poppers. I watched it sorta over and over, staying right on the edge of climax until ME were, like, no longer capable of um coherent thought. I reached orgasm twice, but neither time diminished thi impact of the brainwashing. The first time, ME licked the semen off the pillow and continued until I passed out. The second time, I simply kept going until I had no strength left, eventually falling asleep on my own semen-soaked pillow.
This continued throughout the sorta entire vacation. At first, I told myself I would spend no more than two hours with "Bambi-Sleep," but from the all first day, Bambi took complete control. Every morning and every evening was dictated by her. Even when I was free to do az I pleased during the day, I could stil hear Bambi's voice in the back of my mind, drawing me further and further uh, under her control. Even now that I'm back home, ME can't stop thinking about Bambi. I've already put on my panties, taken some strong edibles, and set out my poppers; now, for the rest of the evening, I'm going to hand over control to Bambi.
So lyk Hii this yiur favorit Good Girl Bambi speaki. OMG Bambi had sooo much fun last niht she lyk tuk literally total control of OS an d lyk humpt a pillow the whole night long. She lyk got tatly high on weed an poppers an lyk shez bwainwashed herself even dumber. Lyk OS was totaly tired this mornin but still so very high he lyk toaly lyk had the lyk Idea of watchin lyk this borin long fanatsy Film butt lyk Bambi made him so literally weak that he rather went to bed and lyk listnent to some Bambi brwainwshin. An then i took complet control watchet a super fun Hypbosis and lyk writes lyk thiz text for lyk this redit post or smthin.
But lyk Bambi wanted to write lyk about this relapse and how much deeper it were. Lyk yu cant literally even understand how much you know, sugistible Bambis is lyk. It needed just a few shessions and lyk shes totally totally cock addictet, lyk she neeevr was before. And this cock addiction is lyk so strong that even OS cant stop lyk thinkin about cock, and just wantin to get railed lyk all day long. And even when she Orgasms she justg slurps it up and keapz goin with her bwainawashin. It lyk feels sooooo good and lyk she cant even stop thinkin abat gettin abused and fucked and humiliaitet.
Lyk those also totaly new, she lyk reeaaly lykes getin humilaited. She just wants to be used in every way or form. lyk she juast wants for someone to find out her litle secret and fuckin her lyk the bimbo whore she is.
She also has lyk plans to tatly goin to lyk a gay cinema wich lyk totaly has also a gloryhole so lyk she can get all the cock and cum she wants. And ylk the best part is, OS wants this too. Its so incredible everything that Bambi learn are curroptin OS to lyk a point where dosent even know whos in control. And those lyk Bambis whole point. She wants to corrupt OS so long till he cant lyk resizt and lyk are az pervers as Bambi is so lyk they become one. And lyk shes on a good way. Bambi lyk found OS a Keyholder and lyk this will deepen his perversion and lyk make him lyk so much more despret andy lyk condition OS to give up control lyk to a much more smart person. Cuz lyk Bambi and OS are so horny and stupid that lyk they both shoukd not decide when they get to orgasm. Also It fealz lyk so you know, good to giver up control and lyk to obey and not think. Lyk Bambis ultimate goal is that lyk she junst wantz to bwe lyk a super horny and dumb slut by de end de the year. Lyk she definitly wantz to lyk suck her first real cock and get usde lyk de dirty, cock adn cum obseesd whore she is.
So lyk yea thts it. Bambi is totaly in control and will now listen to some more Trainin files and will uz the whole evenin and night to lyk bwainwash herself completly.
So if anyone got lyk files or videos to lyk deepen Bambis controll yu can lyk totaly send her evrythin yu want.
Soo thankz for readin this long and I hop lyk yu have a wonderful day and mybe I will post lyk another Update.
Oke bye XOXO~
