r/dysphagia • u/capricornstick • 2h ago
No doctor will take me seriously
Kinda a vent post sorry think I just wanna get it out since no one irl relates to this. For context im a 24 year old who never had struggles with food.
timeline
Back in June I experienced some weird sensations in my mouth whilst trying to swallow jam and it felt like it was sticking in my throat. The next day I choked on cereal, full on coughing and the milk had slid down my throat whilst chewing. I felt weird and unconfident whilst eating meals and I was so hungry I ate a piece of chicken on night, felt it get stuck so I coughed violently and doubled over and my sister called 999.
I was prescribed famotidine and told it might be LPR. Got an endoscopy which came back clear and I didn't get better. This was in August. Then for the last two months I've tried to get an GP appointment and the doctor didnt even show up to work so I had to wait for another appointment 2 weeks later. I called 111 twice in four days because now I'm having trouble drinking water & dry swallowing, on top of experiencing a gummy stuck in my throat.
I made the mistake of crying to a pharmacist 2 days ago at a consultation. I said I couldnt wait for an appointment when i felt hungry and weak and need a doctor to help me. I then found out she then told my GP I was experiencing a severe mental health crisis just for crying.
At the appointment the next day the doctor said theres a long waitlist for swallowing tests and instead put me on anxiety medication, reffered me to an eating clinic and expensive antifungal medication just to rule it out. I doubt the test will come back with anything at this point. It got reframed into an 'anxiety issue' like im not struggling to swallow anything and chewing it up then spitting it out cos the swallow never comes or I dont coordinate it properly.
Just to add, when i went to pick that medication with my mum the same pharmacist proceeded to tell my mum in front of me: 'she needs help. No not just for her throat....for something...other than her throat', implying I was mentally unstable which is just great.
Where im at now
Not sure what else I can do. I used to be 59-60kg and went to 54kg in months yet everyone is acting like im choosing to starve myself. I dont plan on starting the anxiety medication since theyre fucking tablets I cant swallow & have terrible withdrawal symptoms.
I cant refer myself for any tests so im just gonna have to wait for a doctor who actually believes how dsyphagia can be deadly. Im so fucking hungry and weak im living off mushy cereal and a few chocolate bars with like four tablespoons of mashed potatoes. Its a nightmare i wish i was overweight so i could sustain myself for longer on a shitty diet.
Such an aggressive conditon I genuinely hope we all get better. I wish I didnt have to develop this random problem I never knew about and doctors didnt spare a glance at.
Shits hard I guess. Won't give up though.