I am speechless..
I haven't read in a while, like, really in a while. But I'm getting back into reading, and I started my journey with Solaris. This post isn't a polished review, but just my raw feelings and thoughts typed out right after finishing this masterpiece.
I think the title, the word 'Solaris' itself is very cool, and as embarrassing and shallow as it may be, this was one of the primary reasons I was interested in the book. But then when I learnt what its about, it became unbearable to keep this book hanging and I read it all in 2 days. For a stupid reason, since the title has 'solar' in it, I also initially assumed it's gonna be related to solarpunk 😭 boy was I in for a surprise.
First up, I really love how the story starts. It's pretty interesting from the get-go, but there are a few bits I REALLY like, such as this one from chapter 1:
“Wait,” he said, as I was turning to the door. He gave me a peculiar look. I could see that what he wanted to say stuck in his throat.
“There were three of us and now, with you, there are three again.
"Do you know Sartorius?”
“Like I know you, from pictures.”
“He’s in the lab upstairs. I doubt he’ll come out before nightfall, but. . . in any case you’ll recognize him. If you should see anyone else, you understand, not me or Sartorius, you understand, then. . .”
“Then what?”
I wasn’t sure if I was dreaming. Against the background of the black waves glinting bloodily in the low sun, he sat back in the arm-chair, his head drooping as before, and stared to the side, at the reels of cable.
“Then. . . don’t do anything.”
“Who might I see? A ghost?” I exclaimed.
“I get it. You think I’ve gone crazy. No. I haven’t gone crazy. I don’t know any other way to tell you. . . for the moment. Besides. . . maybe nothing’ll happen. In any case, remember. You’ve been warned.”
“About what?! What are you on about?”
“Stay calm,” he persisted. “Act as if. . . Be prepared for anything. That’s impossible, I know. But try anyhow. It’s the only way. I don’t know any other.”
“But WHAT am I going to see!!” I almost shouted. I barely kept myself from grabbing him by the shoulders and giving him a good shake as he sat there staring into the corner, with his tired sunburned face, every word he uttered costing a visible effort.
“I don’t know. In a certain sense it depends on you.”
“Hallucinations?”
“No. It’s—real. Don’t. . . attack. Remember.”
“What are you talking about?” I said in a voice not my own.
Some chapters especially I found very engaging and addictive. Chapter 3-7 were peak and chapter 10 was great too. And of course the last 2 chapters... those.. those are something else
I'm not gonna pretend that I liked everything about it just because it's a legendary cult classic. While I really admire how intricately and elaborately Lem built up a fictional field of science (solaristics), the solaristics sections can feel dry at times and I hate myself for that but I'm just being honest. I don't like Harey, even though she's integral to the plot, but I just don't like her... I was always much more interested in the conversations between Kelvin and Snaut. Sartorius was pretty cool too.
I found this part funny, I know I'm not meant to but it just felt comedic to me even though solaris Is so serious:
For some time I’d been noticing that the dark object covering the screen at Sartorius’s end was shifting; at the very top of the image a bright gap appeared and something pink could be seen moving there slowly. Now the object suddenly slipped off.
“Go away! Go away!!” came an ear-splitting shout from Sartorius.
In the unexpectedly lit-up screen, between the doctor’s arms, clad in puffy oversleeves of the kind worn in laboratories, that were wrestling with something, a large golden disk-like object flashed into view and everything went dark before I’d realized the golden circle was a straw hat. . .
And this was kinda cute:
“Snaut. . . Snaut. . .”
“Kelvin. . . Kelvin. . .” he mimicked, angry.
Oh also, Harey drinking liquid oxygen in chapter 9? Boring. She should've gone for liquid helium instead. Liquid Helium is a lot cooler—figuratively and literally. IRL it also is used in SC Maglev L0 giving it instant aura points
Sometimes, the story would actually make me feel a bit unsettled. Like this bit, it's nothing that crazy, probably cliche, but it's kinda scary to me. Dk why.
Yet for the next two weeks nothing happened either outside the Station or within it. Only once, in the middle of the night, I heard a distant shout that seemed to come from everywhere and nowhere at once; it was remarkably high-pitched, piercing and prolonged, more of an inhumanly intensified wail. Torn from my nightmare, I lay there for a long while, listening intently, not entirely sure that the shout wasn’t also a dream. The previous day, from the lab that was partially located above our cabin, there had come muffled sounds like heavy objects or equipment being moved around; I had the impression that the shout had also come from up there, though exactly how was unclear, since the two floors were separated by a soundproof ceiling. The dying voice went on almost half an hour. Drenched in perspiration, half mad, I was all set to race upstairs, such was the effect of the sound on my nerves. But in the end it fell silent, and once again only the moving of heavy objects could be heard.
The last chapter tho... uh...
For some reason, I thought the ocean might die or something 😭 when the streaks went up and never returned I assumed the ocean would die, the characters would look up towards the sky, having still not understood anything, and never will since it's dead now. That'd have been a tragic but a complete ending... I would've shed a few tears and closed the book, but what the actual ending turned out to be...
It was just so...
I really am out of words...
so sublime.. and ineffable..
I just don't know what to feel..
I can't put it in words. I am also kinda confused.
I guess it's intentional that Lem wrote an ending like that. Forcing a human conclusion to the ocean would go against the premise itself.
Usually when I read a book I either like it or dislike it. Simple. But this.... of course I do like it but it's just so...
I just drank the ocean up. Yeah, all of it. I dipped a straw in and suuuuuck gluglugluglug it's all gone now. I drank it, all 17 billion tons of it (that's how much it weighs if I remember correctly, as stated in chapter 2).
I feel like Solaris as a book is just too intellectual and deep for a moron like me to grasp. It's a miracle I even finished it at all.
Solaris is not my absolute #1 favorite book, but it's definitely, undoubtedly one of the most unforgettable.
I'm looking forward to read it again in the distant future.
PS: The ocean was delectable. I saved some even for my wife. She was skeptical at first but ended up loving it. I'd say Solaris' ocean definitely tasted better than tap water, but sparkling water still beats it in taste.