r/oboe • u/hotairballoonstomach • 11h ago
Questions about returning to oboe with disabilities
Hi there. I played oboe for a few years at school. I didn't go very far - I passed Australian AMEB grade 3 (which the internet says may be similar to US grade 5?) and I had started participating in my school orchestra and did a solo performance at school before quitting. I always regretted quitting.
Now it's decades later and I have acquired disabilities from chronic illness. The only reason I bring that up is, it means I am almost completely bedbound and I have very limited stamina even for ordinary speech. The only way to find out how long I can play for would be to try it, but it would be very brief and only new and then, on my best days. There is no way I could take lessons. It's unlikely that I will recover from these limitations, but if I do it will be many years, not any time soon.
I understand that most people might say, "Well, don't be silly, you can't play oboe in that case." But since this is how my life is going to be permanently, I want to make the most of it, even if I can only play oboe for a few minutes once every few weeks. Even playing a few scales would be a joy. I really miss it.
I'm not looking for advice on how to deal with the physical logistics. But I'm hoping someone might be able to help me figure out how to go about getting an instrument. I've read a few posts and a few random websites. I'm a bit overwhelmed for a few reasons.
Since I'm completely housebound and almost completely bedbound, I can't go to a shop and try out different oboes, which makes things more complicated. I also haven't yet been able to find a shop that sends you three different oboes to try before you choose one, like it seems some places in the US do. So I may not have that option. And since I'm not well enough to take lessons for the foreseeable future, I don't feel like it would be right of me to approach my old teacher and ask her for guidance in choosing an instrument. So I'm a bit lost.
My main roadblock is, I would love to get an oboe that has the same kind of key system that my old oboe had. That way, at least I can use some of my (very old) muscle memory and brush up from there. But I don't know what my old oboe was. I didn't even realise there was a range of different key systems until I started looking into getting a new one. When I played at school, I started off with something not great, but at some point my teacher got me to upgrade to one from England, I think Howarth's. It was definitely at the cheaper end of the scale as Howarth's goes, not $10k or anything crazy, but I don't know what it was.
Apart from that, mainly I'm just daunted by the idea of trying to buy something so expensive sight unseen. I think I need to not be perfectionist about choosing one oboe over another. If I was able to go to a shop, of course I would try multiple instruments and choose one that produced a sound I preferred or that felt better to me. But since I can't, I just want something that is decent quality and not a total lemon or a scam for the price. I think in my situation, it's better to prioritise getting an oboe, any reasonable oboe, rather than aiming for my dream oboe. If I aim too high, it will be too hard and I will just end up not getting anything, as it's already challenging.
I'm also slightly unsure about maintenance, as in, will I be able to play it often enough to keep it in good condition? I vaguely remember that you can't leave them unused too long because they can dry out and crack.
I know I will also have to deal with the question of, how do I get a reed I can stand playing with, but I will just tackle these puzzles one at a time.
If I was lucky enough for my health to improve in years to come, I would certainly want to take lessons and exams and improve my playing as much as possible. I would also want to participate in a community orchestra or ensemble of some kind if someone will have me. But I don't have any ambitions of becoming a teacher or professional of any kind, so I wouldn't need an oboe that allows for that amount of growth.
I know it might sound crazy, an AMEB grade 3 player wanting to dabble in oboe on their own, especially after such a long break. If it helps at all, I got a few levels further in piano, so at least I have that little bit of extra background knowledge, but I know I am coming in at a pretty low level. Still, it would just be fun and mean a lot to me.
Thank you in advance if anyone reads this and replies! Sorry it is such a long post.
Edit: I should say, I have thought about renting or rent-to-buy. Since I don't have heaps of money, I'm not that keen on renting unless I can rent to buy. That's precious money that could go towards owning something! I have seen a website that offers to rent Howarths in Australia but I haven't seen rent-to-buy yet. I need to get to know the Australian oboe marketplace, I guess, I just feel a bit lost and daunted and reading shop websites is not really the same as being in the know about what they are like, maybe.


