r/nitrousharmsupport • u/Intelligent-Milk9916 • 2d ago
My journey with nos
Please share your thoughts and story’s it helps me a lot and let’s evene know they are okay and not alone
I’ve been using nitrous on and off for about 2/3 years . I probably first tried at 14 but honestly did think much of I liked it but didn’t care for . It start becoming more popular back in my 20 at parties and after parties then I had a boyfriend he did them a lot before that I never really saw it as storming to do casual just out but then I did them with him and carried on after he leaft .
I starting using more frequently it started of random small amounts not a issue but it then turnt into more . And I was stop smoking weed at time so I thought this cold relax
I say the last year or so it was very heavy and very depressing I was using everyday and that’s all I wanted to do . I would use sometimes until I wet myself I was insane .
I underperformed at my job and just become a shell . No one took it serious as it was just gas to them or that I even could be addicted . I have tried many other substances but never had as much as a addiction as I did with ballon’s
I’ve definitely cut down but still find myself using once a week but only one tank 640g compared to crates 6x640 binges I would do frequently but far my last bender and running up a credit card I spend months pay off I’m ready to stop fully . As they make me lose my mind and make irrational choices .
I been get regular b12 shots privately for the last month . I don’t have any symptoms but starting using again so I did this . I went to the doctors my b12 levels where are okay even homocysteine level however I had been getting injections as a high level didn’t indicate anything .
I don’t really have any symptoms the times I was using heavy and I think I did nerve damage my bladder as I could hold my pee after that and wet myself a lot without realising . after stopping use it’s calm down but I find myself peeing myself if use heavy . I was also very tired I would sleep for 12 hours a day after my heavy use and I can see know my body was surging I didn’t get any b12 shot a few months back when it was bad . I ended up losing my job because of lateness and performed I also iut moved and was also running. A business so it was a lot but I j wasn’t so hooked on this I regret to say I think I for of still had this .
My last time using it felt almost like I was have a seizure my eyesight was going weird and I felt fuzzy all over.
This drug is insane I’m quite a finical responbile person but have massive debts and let a lot of people down because of my nitrous abuse . I run a business where I would let down people cause I’d rather do ballon’s it’s insane
I last used on Sunday and don’t want to use every again and got a b12 shot today and on the path I love this sub and I know I’m not alone I’ve tried a many times but I’m finally rest stop attend meetings and get some help
